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Ash and Oathsteel: The Contract Written in Black

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Chapter 3 of 20

The tallow candle guttered in its iron cradle, throwing crooked shadows across the plaster wall. Amos Vell closed the door behind him and stood for a moment, letting his eyes adjust to the gloom. The room smelled of wax, lamp oil, and the faint sweetness of rendered fat drifting up from the chandler's workroom below. A single bed. A washstand. A table, and one chair. The shutters were latched tight against the street noise, but he could still hear the cries of the night-soil men three streets over, and farther off, the lowing of cattle being driven to the dawn market.

She was already seated.

Lirel Voss sat with her back to the wall, her dark cloak spread beneath her like a stain on the bare boards. Her hands rested flat on the table, fingers long and pale, nails cut to the quick. She did not rise. She did not smile. She watched him the way a clerk watches a debtor enter the counting house.

"Close the bolt," she said.

He did. The iron slid home with a sound like a cough.

"Sit, if you like. I do not require it." Her voice was low and even, the diction of someone who had been taught to clip vowels and weigh consonants before she was taught to read. "You came faster than I expected. I had prepared a preamble."

"Don't."

"I see." The faintest motion at the corner of her mouth. Not warmth, but perhaps the memory of it. "Twenty years a captain, and you still walk into a room without checking the corners first."

"I checked them from the street."

"And the chimney flue?"

He looked at it. The flue was narrow, blackened, fitted with a cap of punched tin that would rattle if anything larger than a sparrow tried to pass. He had not checked it. He said nothing.

Lirel reached beneath her cloak and set something on the table between them. A square of oilcloth, folded twice. She did not open it. Her hand remained on it, palm down, fingers spread.

"You were told," she said, "that no living hand could make this mark."

Amos drew the chair out with his foot and sat. His knees popped. Twenty years of riding, of sleeping on stone, of marching in weather that turned leather to iron, had left their record. He set his hands on his thighs and waited.

"You were told this by men who wanted you to stop." She lifted her hand and turned back the first fold of oilcloth. The tallow flame steadied as though drawn by the motion. "I am not one of those men."

He had heard the rumor in three different towns. A scribe expelled from the Guild. A woman who had broken a seal that was not meant to be broken. A name spoken only when the doors were shut and the cups were full. He had not come for the rumor. He had come because the man who hired him in the last town had paid in coin that bore a mark he did not recognize, and when he had traced the mark to its source, the source had led here. To this room above a chandler's shop in a town whose name he had already half-forgotten.

"Say what you brought me to hear," Amos said.

Lirel turned back the second fold.

The contract lay on the oilcloth like a thing that did not belong in a room with a washstand and a tallow candle. It was a single sheet of heavy vellum, the edges trimmed clean, the surface so white it seemed to give off its own light. The ink was black. Not the brown-black of oak gall, not the blue-black of lamp soot. A black that drank the candle flame and gave nothing back.

And at the bottom, stamped into the vellum rather than drawn upon it, was the Ashen Sigil.

He knew the shape. A circle broken at the four cardinal points, and within the circle, a tree with no leaves and roots that did not touch the ground. He had seen it once before. On a letter found on the body of a boy no older than fifteen, lying in a ditch outside a village whose name the maps no longer printed. The boy had been carrying dispatches for a lord whose seal Amos had served for twenty years.

Lirel watched him. She had not touched the contract since she uncovered it.

"The Guild taught us the history of the mark," she said. "It is a history, I assure you. The Sigil is recorded in eleven codices, four of them sealed. It was last affixed, according to the record, in the third year of the reign of Aldric the Third, by a chancellor who died within the week." A pause. "He was not the first to die after affixing it. He was the ninth."

"You are reciting."

"I am establishing credentials." Her fingers did not move. "I broke a seal I was forbidden to break. I read an order I was forbidden to read. The order named three villages in the northern marches and instructed the garrison commander to remove the population before the first frost. The villages were removed. The order was dated fourteen days before the removal began."

Amos said nothing. The candle ticked softly as the wick burned down.

"The Guild expelled me for this," Lirel said. "Not for the breaking itself. They expelled me because I would not say I had misread. I had not misread. I read the order as it was written. I read it aloud, in the Hall of Records, before twelve senior scribes and the Warden of the Vault." A pause. "The Warden died of winter chill before the season turned. The twelve scribes were reassigned. The order was reclassified. The villages were reclassified as having been abandoned due to famine."

"You are telling me this because you want me to believe you."

"I am telling you this because the Sigil cannot be made by a living hand." She lifted one finger and tapped the mark on the contract. The vellum did not dimple. "This was made by a living hand. I watched it made. I have the testimony of the man who made it, written in his own blood, which he was very much alive to give."

"Who?"

"The man who hired you in the last town." She tilted her head. "You did not spend the coin you were paid. I know because I know where every mark of that mint has gone for the last six years. You carried it. You traced it. And now you sit."

He looked at the contract. The black ink seemed to sit on the surface rather than sink in, as though it had been laid there with a tool rather than a pen. The Ashen Sigil was not centered. It was set low and to the right, where a signatory's seal would go. Above it, in a hand he did not recognize, were eight lines of text. He could not read them from where he sat.

"What does it say?"

"It says," Lirel answered, "that a service is owed, and that the service will be rendered, and that the price of the service has been set, and that the price will be paid." A pause. "It does not name the service. It does not name the price. It leaves both to be filled in."

"Who is it for?"

"It is for you." She said it without emphasis. "It was written for you. It was written last night. It was written by a man who knows where you sleep, how you walk, and the name your mother called you before she stopped calling you anything at all."

The candle flame bent sideways as a draft found the seam between shutter and frame. Amos did not look at the shutters.

"If I touch it," he said, "what happens?"

"Nothing." Lirel's voice was dry. "That is the horror of it. If you touch it, it becomes yours. If you do not touch it, it waits for someone else. The contract does not care which. The contract is patient." She folded her hands. "The man who made it will die within the month. He made three such contracts before he made yours. The first was never claimed. The second was claimed by a woman who read it once and set it down and walked into the river three days later. The third is in a vault in the capital, under guard, and the guard changes every night because the guard will not stay."

"You want me to take it."

"I want you to read it." She inclined her head. "What you do after is between you and whatever set the terms."

Amos looked at her hands. They were pale and steady. He looked at her face. It was composed in the way a face is composed when the person wearing it has decided exactly how much of themselves to show, and has shown exactly that, and will show nothing more for any sum.

"You were a court scholar," he said.

"I was."

"You were expelled."

"I was."

"You came to a chandler's shop in a town you had no reason to be in, and you waited for a man you had never met, and you put a thing on the table that you know will be the last thing some people ever look at." He paused. "Why?"

Lirel was quiet for a long moment. Below them, someone was stirring a vat. The smell of rendered tallow crept up through the floorboards, thick and sweet and faintly sickening.

"Because," she said at last, "I read the order that named three villages, and the villages were removed, and no one said a word, and the Warden's widow received his pension, and the scribes were reassigned to warmer posts, and the order was reclassified, and I was expelled for the crime of having read what I was told I would not read." She looked at him. "And because I am tired of being the only one who knows the things I know, and I am tired of the only ones who know being dead."

The draft came again. The candle bent, recovered, bent again.

"Read it," she said. "Or do not. But do not pretend you have not seen it."

The brass latch of the casket was cold under his thumb. Not merely cool, the way wood stays cool in a cellar, but cold in the manner of river iron in the first weeks of spring, the kind of cold that had weight and intent. Amos Vell drew his hand back and looked at Lirel Voss across the scarred wood of the table.

"And if I don't open it," he said.

"Then you will not know, and the not-knowing will be its own kind of answer."

"And if I do."

She did not flinch. Her eyes held the small jitter of the candle flame, and her hands did not move from where she had placed them, one atop the other, the wrists pale above the cuffs of a coat that had once been finer than this room deserved.

"If you do," she said, "then you will have done it, and the doing cannot be undone, and what follows will follow."

Below them, the tallow-vat man coughed. The sound came up through the warped boards of the floor like something dredged. The smell of rendered fat thickened, then thinned, then thickened again.

"Tell me the price."

Lirel inclined her head a fraction, the way a woman inclines her head when she has decided she will like the man across from her a little more than she expected.

"From this inn to the ruin of Korrin's Hold, by the road that runs north through the Greymarch and west through the saddle of the Fenwater, is nine days' travel for a man who does not stop, and who is not slowed by weather, and who is not seen by the people who would rather he were not seen. You will carry the casket. You will not open the casket. You will not set it down for longer than it takes to relieve yourself or to sleep, and when you sleep you will sleep with your hand on it. You will not speak of what you carry to any living soul, and you will not read what you have already read aloud to me in this room, to any living soul, for any sum or for no sum."

"And if I reach the ruin."

"Then there will be a person at the ruin who will know that it is you, because I will have written to that person in the only cipher I still trust, which is the cipher I invented for myself when I was still permitted to invent ciphers for the Crown. The person at the ruin will take the casket from you. The person at the ruin will not thank you. The person at the ruin will pay you what I have arranged to be paid, which is one hundred marks of the old stamped silver, in a pouch that has been sewn into the lining of a saddlebag you will find hanging from the post outside the door of the room you take tonight."

Amos was silent for a long moment. The candle bent. He looked at the casket. He looked at her hands. He looked at the door.

"One hundred marks," he said.

"One hundred marks of the old stamped silver," she repeated. "Not the new milled coin. The old coin, which is heavier in the hand and which the Crown has pretended for thirty years no longer circulates, and which the Crown's enemies have been hoarding for thirty years because of the pretending."

"And if I do not reach the ruin."

"Then the casket will not reach the ruin, and the person at the ruin will not be paid, and the one hundred marks will remain in the saddlebag for the next person I hire, if I hire a next person, which I may not, because if you do not reach the ruin I will know within eleven days by the absence of a man I have hired, and I will know within twelve days by the arrival or the non-arrival of a letter I will have written in the cipher, and I will leave this town within the thirteenth day, because by the thirteenth day the men who are not you will have begun to look for the man who is not me."

"And what is in the casket."

"I have told you the price."

"I am asking what is in the casket."

"I am telling you that I have told you the price."

The tallow-vat man had stopped coughing. Somewhere below, a woman was laughing at something that had been said in a language Amos did not recognize. The laughter rose, thinned, died. The room felt smaller than it had a moment ago, though nothing in it had moved.

"You said I might read it," Amos said.

"You did read it."

"You said I might decide after."

"You may decide after. You may decide now. You may decide in nine days on the road, or you may decide in eight, or in seven. But you will not decide and then pretend you did not decide. You will not decide and then go back to being the man who walks into chandler's shops looking for someone to carry something somewhere for a fee. You will be a man who has decided."

"And if the seal is broken when I reach the ruin."

Lirel looked at him for a long moment. The candle guttered. A draft moved through the room, sour with tallow and old soot.

"The seal," she said, "is not made to be broken by you."

"Then by whom."

"By the person at the ruin. By the person for whom the casket was sealed. By the person who sealed it, in a workshop that no longer exists, in a year that is not recorded in the registry of any guild, in the city in which the Crown pretends the workshop never stood."

"And if the person at the ruin is dead."

"Then the casket will remain sealed, and the one hundred marks will remain in the saddlebag, and the saddlebag will remain where it is hung, and the next person I hire, if I hire a next person, will be hired to bring the casket back to me, and the bringing back will cost more than the bringing forth, because the roads are watched both ways and the watchers are paid by the same hand."

"And the hand."

"The hand," she said, "is not part of the price."

Amos Vell drew a long breath through his nose. The air tasted of fat and soot and something else, faintly, that might have been rain coming in off the marshes to the east. He looked at the casket. The latch was brass, and the brass was set into iron, and the iron was set into wood that had been stained so dark it was nearly black, and the wood was bound at the corners with strips of a metal that was not iron and was not brass and was not silver and was not gold, and the strips were fixed with rivets that did not have heads.

He reached out and laid his hand on the lid. The wood was cold. The cold went through his palm and into the bones of his wrist and stopped there, as though whatever was inside the casket had been waiting for a hand and had found one and was content, for the moment, to be felt through wood.

"Nine days," he said.

"Nine days."

"From where the road turns north at the Greymarch stone, or from the bridge at the lower ford."

"From whichever you reach first. The person at the ruin will be told which."

"And the saddlebag."

"Hanging from the post outside the door of the room you take tonight. The room will be the second from the stair, on the left. The lock will have been oiled. The key will be under the mat."

"And if I do not take that room."

"Then the saddlebag will not be in that room, and the one hundred marks will not be in the saddlebag, and the next person I hire, if I hire a next person, will not be paid in old stamped silver, and the roads will be what the roads will be."

The candle bent. The flame leaned almost to the table and recovered. Amos watched it recover. He thought of twenty years under a lord whose name he would not say aloud in this room, and of the pension he had been promised and had not received, and of the men he had led who had not come back, and of the men he had buried, and of the men who had buried him in the records of the company and gone on without him.

"I will need food," he said. "And a bed tonight."

"The innkeeper has been told. The bed is paid for. The food is not paid for, because the food is not part of the price, and I have learned that when one pays for what is not part of the price one becomes responsible for what one has paid for, and I am not willing to become responsible for what you eat in a chandler's shop in a town I have no reason to be in."

"And a horse."

"The horse is not part of the price."

"Then I will walk."

"You will walk," she said, "and the walking will be slower than a horse, and the nine days will become ten, or eleven, and the person at the ruin will have been told to wait, and the waiting will cost the person at the ruin something I will not enumerate in this room."

Amos was quiet for a moment. Below, the tallow-vat man had begun to cough again, and a child somewhere was being hushed, and the wind off the marshes had found the eaves of the inn and was fingering them.

"Lirel," he said.

"Captain."

"Tell me one thing that is not part of the price."

She looked at him. The look was not warm. It was not cold. It was the look of a woman who had weighed something and set it down.

"The seal," she said, "is not a seal that was made to keep a thing in. It is a seal that was made to keep a thing from being asked. The thing inside the casket has been carried for thirty years, and in those thirty years it has been opened by three people, and of the three people, one is dead, one is the person at the ruin, and one is me."

"And the dead one."

"The dead one," she said, "died in the same year in which the villages were removed. The dead one died in the same month. The dead one died on the same day, of a sickness that the registry records as a sickness of the chest, and the registry is a liar, as registries are liars when the liars have been paid."

"And the person at the ruin."

"The person at the ruin is not a liar, and is not a registry, and is not part of the price, and is the reason the casket is being carried at all, because the person at the ruin has asked, and the asking is the first asking in thirty years that has not been answered with the removal of a village or the reassignment of a scribe or the reclassification of an order."

"And you."

"I am the courier. I am the code-breaker. I am the expelled scholar. I am the woman who read what she was told she would not read, and who came to a chandler's shop in a town she had no reason to be in, and who waited for a man she had never met, and who put a thing on the table that she knew would be the last thing some people ever look at." She paused. "And I am the woman who will be in a different town in fourteen days, if I am in any town at all, and the town will not be this town, and the chandler's shop will not be this chandler's shop, and the man will not be you."

Amos looked at her for a long time. The candle bent. The smell of tallow thickened and thinned. The child below had stopped being hushed, or had been hushed successfully, and the room was only the two of them and the casket and the small jitter of the flame.

"I will take the casket," he said.

"Then take it."

"And I will not open it."

"Then do not open it."

"And I will reach the ruin in nine days, or I will not reach the ruin at all."

"Then you will not reach the ruin at all, or you will reach it, and the reaching will be what the reaching is."

He stood. The chair scraped on the floor and the sound went down through the boards to the vat-room and was swallowed by the smell of fat. He reached down and took the casket by the iron strap that ran across its lid, and the strap was cold, and the cold went through the leather of his glove and into the bones of his fingers and stopped there, as it had stopped at his wrist before.

The casket was heavier than it looked. Heavier, by a margin, than a casket of that size ought to be, even accounting for the iron and the unnamed metal and the wood that had been stained to black. The weight settled into the muscles of his forearm and the muscles of his shoulder, and his shoulder received it, and the receiving was not unpleasant, the way the receiving of a weight one has been carrying in some other form for a long time is not unpleasant when one is finally permitted to set it down in a place one can see.

"I will need a wrapping for it," he said. "Something that does not look like what it is."

"On the post outside the second door on the left, hanging from the same peg as the saddlebag, there is a length of oiled canvas that has been cut to size. The canvas was cut by a woman who is not me and who has been paid what she was owed and who will not remember the cutting by the time the cutting is no longer recent."

He inclined his head. She inclined hers. He turned and walked toward the door of the room, and the casket swung at his side in a rhythm that was not yet his rhythm but that his body was beginning to learn.

At the door he stopped.

"The person at the ruin," he said, without turning. "What is the name of the person at the ruin."

"I have told you the price," she said.

"You have not told me the name."

"I have not told you the name."

He stood for a moment with his hand on the latch. The latch was iron, and the iron was cold, and the cold was the same cold that had come up through the wood of the casket, and the cold was the same cold that had come through the leather of his glove.

"Nine days," he said.

"Nine days," she said.

He opened the door and went out into the hallway, and the hallway was dark, and the dark smelled of tallow and old soot and, faintly, of rain.

The hallway of the safehouse was narrow, and the narrow was a relief after the wider room, because the wider room had held a shape he had not yet agreed to wear. He walked with the casket swinging at his left hip, and the swing of the casket knocked gently against his thigh, and the knocking was a kind of counting. One. Two. Three. Four. Five steps to the second door on the left. Six steps to the second door on the left. Seven.

The peg was where she had said the peg would be. The oiled canvas was where she had said the oiled canvas would be. The canvas smelled of fish and of the salt that comes from fish, and the salt was a smell from the southern coast that he had not smelled in years, and the not smelling had been, until this moment, a thing he had not known he was not doing.

He unwrapped the casket from the cloth that had been around it since the cloth had been put around it by the man who had taken it from the man who had died with it on his chest, and he laid the cloth on the floor of the hallway, and he laid the casket on the cloth, and he wrapped the casket in the oiled canvas. The canvas was stiff with age, and the stiffness fought him for a moment, and then the canvas relented, and the relenting was the sound of a sail that has been rolled for too long and is being unrolled for the first time in a season.

He tied the canvas with a length of twine that he took from his pocket, and the twine was the same twine he had used to tie the bundle of reeds at the lock, and the same twine was beginning to feel less like a coincidence and more like a sentence he was being made to speak.

When the casket was wrapped he lifted it, and the weight was the same weight, and the weight was no longer a question. He hung it from his belt on the hook that had held his sword, and the hook held the casket without complaint, and the lack of complaint was the kind of lack he had learned, in twenty years under a lord who was now disgraced, to distrust.

He went back down the hallway toward the front room, and the front room was where she had said the front room would be, and she was where she had said she would be, which was to say, she was gone. The front room was empty except for a single cup on the table, and the cup was empty except for a residue at the bottom that was the color of weak tea and smelled of something that was not tea.

On the table beside the cup was a folded square of paper. The paper was the color of old bone, and the fold was precise, and the precision was the precision of a person who had once been required, by a guild, to fold precisely.

He did not pick it up. He looked at it for the length of time it takes a man to count to six, and then he walked past the table to the door, and the door opened onto a street that was not the street he had come in by, and the not being the street was the first thing she had done that he had not been warned of.

He stood in the doorway for a moment. The street was cobbled, and the cobbles were wet, and the wet was the wet of a rain that had ended an hour before he had arrived, and the ending of the rain was the kind of ending that leaves the air heavier than it was before the rain began.

He walked.

The city arranged itself around him the way cities arrange themselves around a man who is carrying something that he is pretending is not what it is. He passed a baker's stall, and the baker was selling flatbread, and the flatbread smelled of yeast and of the smoke from the baker's oven, and the smell made his stomach remember that he had eaten nothing since the bread and cheese at the lock, and the remembering made the bread more expensive than it was.

He passed a woman selling dried fish from a tray, and the fish were silver and stiff, and the stiffness of the fish reminded him of the stiffness of the canvas, and the reminding made him walk a little faster.

He passed a boy leading a mule, and the mule had a fresh shoe, and the fresh shoe rang against the cobbles with a sound that was almost musical, and the almost made him turn a corner he had not meant to turn.

The corner opened onto a square, and the square held a fountain that was not running, and the fountain held a basin that was full of leaves, and the leaves were brown at the edges and green at the centers, and the contrast was a contrast he had seen before, in a courtyard he had been told to forget.

He crossed the square. On the far side of the square was a building with a sign that he could not read from the angle at which he approached it, and the unreadability made him slow his pace until he was close enough to read it.

The sign said, in letters that had been repainted in the spring and were already beginning to peel: VAEL KORRIN, INK AND PARCHMENT, BY APPOINTMENT TO THE GUILD THAT NO LONGER EXISTS.

He stopped.

The stopping was not a decision. The stopping was the kind of stopping that happens when a man's body recognizes a shape before his mind has finished deciding what to do about the shape.

He had seen Vael Korrin once. He had seen Vael Korrin across a field that was being lit, at one end, by the torches of a column that had been ordered to advance, and at the other end by the torches of a column that had been ordered to hold. Vael Korrin had been standing between the columns, and he had been holding a lantern, and the lantern had been green, and the green had meant, in the code of the army that no longer existed, that the man holding the lantern was to be passed through unmolested by both sides, on the business of a third party that had paid both sides and wished to be paid back.

Vael Korrin had walked through the field with the green lantern, and Vael Korrin had not been touched, and Vael Korrin had walked into the dark at the far end of the field, and the dark had closed behind him like a door.

The sign was still there. The paint was still peeling. The building had a door, and the door was closed, and the closed was a kind of answer to a question he had not yet asked out loud.

He stood in the square with the casket swinging at his hip, and the swing knocked against the casket, and the casket knocked against the casket, and the knocking was a kind of argument he was having with himself.

He did not go in.

He went to a tavern on the far side of the square that had a window from which the sign could be seen, and he sat at a table near the window, and he ordered a bowl of stew and a cup of the small beer that is brewed in cities that are afraid of being conquered, and the beer was thin and warm, and the warmth was a comfort he had not asked for and did not refuse.

He ate the stew. The stew was thick with barley and with a root he could not identify, and the unidentified root had a taste that was almost sweet and almost bitter, and the almost was the taste of most things he had eaten in the past three years.

He drank the beer. The beer was not strong enough to matter, and the not mattering was a kind of matter, because it meant that he would have to drink a great deal of it before it would help him with the decision he was not yet making.

He watched the sign through the window.

The door of the building with the sign did not open for the length of time it takes a man to finish a bowl of stew and a cup of beer, and the not opening was the kind of not opening that could mean that the man inside was out, or that the man inside was in, or that the man inside had never existed, and the three possibilities were equally likely, and the equal likelihood was not a comfort.

He paid for the stew and the beer with a coin that was not from this city and was not refused, and he stood, and the standing was the moment in which the decision was made, because the standing made the decision into a direction, and the direction made the decision into a walk, and the walk made the decision into a knock on a door that was painted the color of a green that had faded to the color of a green that had been left out in the rain for a season.

He knocked.

The sound of the knock was louder than he had intended, because the door was solid, and the solid was the kind of solid that does not absorb sound but reflects it back, and the reflecting made the knock seem to come from inside the building as well as from outside it.

There was no answer.

He knocked again. The second knock was louder than the first, and the louder was a choice, because the louder said, in the language of knocks, that the knocker was not a person who would be deterred by a first silence.

There was a sound from inside the building. The sound was the sound of a chair being pushed back from a desk, and the pushing was the sound of a person who had been sitting at the desk for some time and was stiff, and the stiffness was a stiffness he had heard before, in the joints of men who had been sitting for too long in rooms that were not warm enough.

A bolt was drawn. The bolt was iron, and the iron made a sound against the wood that was almost a sigh, and the almost made him tighten his grip on the casket at his hip.

The door opened.

The man in the doorway was older than the man he had seen across the field. The older was not a great older. The older was the older of twelve years, and the twelve years had put lines around the eyes and had put a stoop into the shoulders, and the stoop was the stoop of a man who has been leaning over desks for a long time and has forgotten how to stand straight.

The man in the doorway looked at him. The looking was the looking of a man who is trying to decide, in the length of time it takes to decide, whether the man in front of him is a customer or a creditor or a ghost.

"Captain Vell," the man said. The voice was older too, and the older was in the breath, and the breath was the breath of a man who has been speaking quietly to himself for a long time and has lost the habit of projecting.

"I am not a captain," Amos said.

"You were," the man said. "Across the field of Greeth, in the year of the long summer. You were a captain, and I was a man with a green lantern, and the green lantern meant that I was to be passed through, and I was passed through, and you are the reason I was passed through, because your column held when it was not ordered to hold, and the holding is the reason I am standing in this doorway instead of lying in a field that is no longer a field."

Amos did not speak.

"I have not seen you in twelve years," the man said. "I did not expect to see you in this doorway. I expected to see you in a field, or in a tavern, or in a grave. The doorway was not among the expectations."

"I have come to read the letter," Amos said.

"The letter is not here," the man said.

"The letter is here," Amos said. "It has been here for nine days. It was sealed with a seal I do not recognize, and it was addressed to me, and I was told, by a person I do not wish to name, that it would be here, and that it would be read, and that the reading would be done by you, and that the reading would be done in a room that is not this room."

Vael Korrin looked at him for a long time. The looking was the looking of a man who is weighing a weight he has carried in some other form for a long time.

"Come in," Vael Korrin said.

He stepped aside. The stepping was the stepping of a man who is making room for a thing he has been making room for, in his mind, for a long time.

Amos went in. The room behind the door was small, and the small was the small of a room that was once larger and has been divided by a wall that was put up to keep out a draft that was coming from a direction that no longer mattered. The room held a desk, and the desk held a stack of papers, and the papers were held down by a stone that was once a piece of a column that was once part of a building that was once part of a city that had been burned in a year that was not the year of the long summer but that had the same smoke.

On the desk, under the stone, was a square of paper that was the color of old bone.

Vael Korrin closed the door. The closing was the closing of a man who is sealing a room against the rest of the building, and against the rest of the city, and against the rest of a life that has been lived in the expectation of this closing.

"Sit," Vael Korrin said. There was a chair against the wall that was not the desk chair, and the chair was the chair of a person who was expected, occasionally, and the occasionally was a kind of loneliness.

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