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What the Living Bury: The Ledger of The Lost

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Chapter 3 of 20

The ledger sat on the kitchen table between them, its leather cover dark with age and the particular kind of grime that comes from decades of handling. Coffee steam curled upward from Vera's chipped mug, fogging the lower edge of her reading glasses. Outside, a Carolina wren threw its trill against the screens, and somewhere down the hall, a clock neither of them wound anymore kept marking seconds in the dark.

"Thirty-one years," Vera said. "The man was meticulous. Obsessive, if you want the truth of it. Your husband documented every scrap that passed through his hands, every item he brokered, every loss he catalogued on behalf of the families who couldn't face their own missing things." She pushed the ledger toward Mara with one finger, the way she might push a plate of something that had gone bad. "I found it in the cedar chest with the funeral program and his good wool trousers. He'd wrapped it in a tablecloth."

Mara didn't reach for it. She watched the leather breathe, the way old bindings do, settling into their own weight. The house smelled of ginger tea and the paper-and-mothball undertone of things that had been put away on purpose.

"I don't want to know about his business," Mara said.

"No," Vera agreed. "You want to know why he had a final entry dated three days before his heart gave out. You want to know what the claim denial means, and you want to know whose earrings those were. That's why you're here, sitting in my kitchen at a quarter past six, smelling of bleach and looking like you haven't slept since the funeral."

Mara's jaw tightened. She sat forward, elbows on the scarred wood, and finally laid her palm flat against the cover. The leather was cooler than it should have been.

"Show me," she said.

Vera lifted the mug, took a long sip, and set it down with care. "I'll do better than that. I'll leave you alone with it, and I'll go put a decent dinner together, because neither of us has eaten. You call me when you hit page forty-three. That's where it gets interesting. That's where your husband stopped being a broker and started being something else."

She rose, her knees popping, and padded toward the stove in her house slippers. A match struck. The gas caught with a soft blue hush.

Mara opened the ledger.

The first page was a colophon of sorts, hand-lettered in ink so black it had gone purplish in the grain of the paper. A SINGLE LEDGER OF LOSSES AND RECOVERIES, BROKERED BY ELIAS QUILL, HOLLOW BEND COUNTY, NORTH CAROLINA, BEGINNING THE FIRST DAY OF MARCH, 1994. She turned the page.

The entries were organized in columns so even they might have been ruled. Date. Item. Description. Origin. Disposition. Claimant. Outcome. Each row told the story of something that had slipped from a family's grip, and whether Elias had found it or helped them let it go. A wedding ring, 14k, 3.2 grams, recovered from a pawnshop in Elizabeth City, returned to claimant for fee of forty dollars. A grandfather clock, mantel type, walnut veneer, unsalvageable after water damage, sold as scrap to Russ Ashcroft, see notation page 12. A sterling silver christening cup, monogram E.B., abandoned at the county dump, claimant declined retrieval, no fee assessed.

Mara turned pages slowly. The years passed under her thumb. The handwriting stayed steady. The ink changed color three times, indicating the purchase of new pens, a habit she recognized because she kept her own pens in labeled coffee tins. The entries grew longer, more detailed, as Elias developed his own shorthand. BFL meant brought from location. ABP meant abandoned by previous owner. COD meant claimed on death. And beside certain items, a single letter in red, circled: D.

Denied.

There were twenty-six D entries over thirty-one years. The first came in 1999, a man's gold watch, heirloom, claimant's estranged son contested, claim denied by court order, item remanded to estate of original owner. The second, a brooch, came five years later. The third, a set of silver demitasse spoons. Each denial was terse, factual, and final.

Mara counted them as she went, the way she counted tiles in a bathroom or the breaths between a machine's beeps. Twenty-six denials. Twenty-six items Elias had tracked and lost. She tried not to think about what that meant about the man she had married. She tried not to think about the boxes of his things she hadn't opened, the closet she hadn't unpacked, the smell of his pipe tobacco still in the wool of his winter coat.

Page forty-three arrived with a small shock. The entries there were no longer ledger entries. They were notes. Elias had begun to write in the margins, in the gutters, in the spaces between lines. The handwriting changed, grew cramped, leaned hard to the right.

She read the first marginalia and her stomach dropped. R.A. came to the office at 4 p.m. He brought a document. He wanted me to sign as witness. I declined. He did not argue. He said the document was administrative, that it concerned an item he had purchased from me in 2007. I told him I would need to see the original bill of sale. He said he had lost it. I told him I had a copy. He left.

R.A., Mara thought. Russell Ashcroft. The dead man of Ashcroft, whose wife Constance Drey represented, whose funeral she had been hired to clean after, whose greenhouse in the pines still stood sealed against trespassers. She had spent fourteen hours last Tuesday scrubbing that greenhouse floor, the one with the dark stain that wouldn't lift no matter what she used. The smell of bleach was still in her hair.

She kept reading.

R.A. returned the following Tuesday. He brought the document again and a bottle of bourbon I do not drink. I told him I would not sign. He said the document was not what I thought. He said it was a release of liability, that the item had been sold in good faith and the original owner had been compensated. I told him that the original owner was his own wife's great-aunt, who had died in 1996, and that the compensation had been four hundred dollars for an item I had appraised at twelve thousand. He did not argue this. He thanked me for my time and left.

The bourbon sat on the shelf behind the ledger. Mara could see it from where she sat, a liter of Blanton's, still sealed. Elias had not been a man who left gifts undrunk.

Vera's slippers scuffed in the hallway. "Soup in ten," she called. "And I'm making cornbread, so don't argue."

"I'm not arguing," Mara said, and turned the page.

The next two pages were a list. Twenty-eight items, each with a date, a description, and a notation. The notation was always the same: ABP. Abandoned by previous owner. The dates ranged from 1995 to 2011. The descriptions were a catalog of valuables: a jade pendant, a pair of cufflinks in a presentation box, a set of carved ivory figures, a shawl, an oil lamp, a pair of pearl earrings.

Mara stopped on the last entry. The handwriting was different here, shakier, the letters crowded as if Elias had been writing in poor light or in haste. EARRINGS, PEARL, MARCH 3, CLAIM DENIED. Below it, in the margin, in a hand that might have been added later: She will come for them. She always comes.

She closed the ledger. She put both hands flat on the cover. She breathed in through her nose and out through her mouth, the way Vera had taught her to breathe when a job went wrong, when the smell of a room got into the place behind the sternum.

"What did I marry," she said, to the empty kitchen.

Vera came back with two bowls and a pan of cornbread that was still crackling. She set them down, pulled her glasses off, and looked at Mara over the rims.

"You married a man who kept other people's griefs in order because he couldn't keep his own," Vera said. "He was a hoarder of losses, not things. He saw every missing object as a wound that needed a bandage, and he spent his life trying to dress them. The denials broke him, every one. He couldn't stand a thing that couldn't be returned. And the last one..."

Vera sat down across from her. She broke the cornbread with her thumbs. She did not look at the ledger.

"The last one was for a pair of pearl earrings that belonged to a woman who had been dead for thirty years, whose family had been fighting about her estate since before you were born. Your husband tried to get them back for the great-niece. He failed. The claim was denied because the man who now held the title of record was Russell Ashcroft, and Russell Ashcroft had a piece of paper your husband would not sign, and when the claim was denied, the earrings stayed in the vault at the county clerk's office, and your husband came home and sat in his chair and did not speak for two days."

"You knew," Mara said.

"I knew he was troubled. I did not know the details. He would not tell me. He would only say that there was a woman whose name he would not write down, and that she had been waiting a long time, and that the waiting was almost over."

Mara looked at the ledger. She looked at the soup. She picked up her spoon.

"I'm going to need the original bill of sale," she said.

"I thought you might," Vera said. "It's in the back of the book, third envelope from the left. There's also a Polaroid of the earrings, which he took at the office. I never asked why. He was a man who kept records. He kept everything."

Mara ate her soup. The cornbread was good. The wren outside had gone quiet, and the clock down the hall had, at some point, stopped. She could hear the refrigerator hum, the tick of the stove's cooling metal, the small sounds of Vera's kitchen being itself. When she finished, she wiped the bowl with the last of the bread, and she opened the back of the ledger.

The envelopes were manila, soft with age, each labeled in Elias's careful hand. The third from the left read simply, in pencil: EARRINGS, 2007. She slid out the contents. A photocopy of a bill of sale, Elias's letterhead, the item described in his precise hand. A Polaroid, slightly warped, of two pearls on a velvet card, the kind of card that jewelers use, with a price tag still attached, written in a clerk's loop: 8,500. And a third item, a folded note in Elias's hand, dated three days before his death.

Mara unfolded it. The note was short.

I will not sign. I cannot sign. If she is who he says she is, then the earrings belong to her by every law I have ever respected. If she is not, then the earrings belong to the dead woman whose name I will not write, and Russ Ashcroft can go to hell. I will not be a party to this. I will not be a witness. I will not make this clean. I have made enough things clean.

Mara refolded the note. She put it back in the envelope. She put the envelope back in the ledger. She closed the ledger and held it against her chest, the way one holds a child, or a wound.

Vera stood and began to clear the bowls. Her slippers were quiet on the linoleum. She did not ask what the note said. She did not need to. She had taught Mara that the worst things in a house were the things you didn't see until you were ready, and that readiness was a kind of cleaning, too.

Vera's hands stilled on the bowl she was holding. She set it down on the counter with a care that suggested the ceramic was more fragile than it was, or perhaps that she was.

"Elias kept records," Vera said. "He kept records of everything that came into that shop. Every piece that walked in sad and walked out less sad. He used to say it was so the ghosts could find their things again if they ever came back."

Mara looked up. Vera's face had not changed, but her voice had gone quieter, the way a room goes quieter when someone leaves it.

"He would have written down a claim denial," Mara said. "He would have written it down the way he wrote down everything, because that was his way."

Vera nodded once. She walked to the drawer beside the sink, the one that stuck, and pulled it open with both hands. Inside was a cardboard file box, the kind that banks used to send statements in, tied with a length of kitchen twine. She untied it and lifted the lid.

"His correspondences," Vera said. "The ones he kept at home. I have not opened this box in eleven years. I thought I would never open it again."

Mara set the ledger down on the table. She stood and crossed the kitchen and stood beside Vera, and the two of them looked down at the box together. Inside, stacked in no particular order, were envelopes and letters and postcards and, in one corner, a small leather notebook with a broken elastic band.

Vera lifted out a handful and began to lay them on the counter. Mara began to help. They worked without speaking for a time, sorting by year, and Mara found what she was looking for in the second stack she picked up.

It was a letter, typed on plain paper, the kind you could buy at any drugstore, in an even font that suggested a professional typist or a very careful amateur. There was no return address, only a postmark from the next county over, dated two weeks after Elias had written his note. Mara unfolded it and read.

Mr. Pryor,

In response to your letter of the 14th, I must inform you that the item described was never presented to this establishment for sale, consignment, or appraisal. No record exists of such a transaction, and no member of my staff has any knowledge of the item in question. I must ask that any further inquiries be directed to my attorney, whose contact information you will find below. I regret that I cannot be of further assistance in this matter, and I trust that this will conclude the correspondence.

The signature was a single initial, drawn with a flourish. C. Below it was a name and an address in a town Mara did not recognize, but which she suspected was the county seat.

Vera had stopped sorting. She was watching Mara's face.

"What is it," Vera said.

"A denial," Mara said. "From someone named Constance Drey."

Vera's eyebrows drew together. "Constance Drey," she repeated, as if tasting the name. "I do not know that name."

"Neither do I," Mara said. "But I know the postmark."

Vera leaned closer. Mara turned the letter so the older woman could see the postmark, the cancellation line, the town name. Vera read it once and then read it again.

"Hartfield," Vera said. "That is forty minutes from here. Maybe less, if the roads are clear."

"It is where she is," Mara said. "Wherever she is, she is forty minutes from Elias's shop."

Vera was quiet for a moment. Then she reached out and took the letter from Mara's hand and held it up to the light, the way one holds a bill to check if it is counterfeit.

"She typed this herself," Vera said. "You can see the slight unevenness in the kerning. A professional would have caught it."

"How do you know what a professional would catch?"

"Because I was married to one," Vera said. She handed it back.

Mara folded the letter and slid it into her jacket pocket. She picked up the ledger from the table and held it under her arm. Vera watched her, and her face had the expression it always had when Mara was about to do something that could not be undone, which was the expression of a woman who had watched other people do such things and had learned to keep her mouth shut until it was over.

"I am going to Hartfield," Mara said.

"Now," Vera said. It was not a question.

"In the morning," Mara said. "I have a job in the afternoon, and I would rather not do it on no sleep. But tomorrow, after the job, I will drive out."

Vera nodded slowly. She took the ledger from Mara's arm and held it against her own chest for a moment, the way one holds a child one is about to hand back to its mother, and then she gave it back.

"Bring it back to me when you are done," she said. "I do not want it in the house any longer than it needs to be."

"I will," Mara said.

She drove home with the ledger on the passenger seat and the letter in her pocket. The roads were empty at this hour, and she did not turn on the radio. The house was dark when she arrived, and she did not turn on many lights. She set the ledger on the kitchen table, where she could see it from the sink, and she stood for a long time with her hands on the counter, breathing in and out.

In the morning, she finished the job in Ridgewood. It was a small one, a man who had died in his kitchen and been there for a week before anyone thought to check. The apartment smelled of spoilage and of the particular sweetness that comes at the end. Mara worked slowly, because the family was in the next room and she could hear them breathing, and she did not want them to hear her working. When she was done, she drove home and changed her clothes and put the ledger in the trunk of her car, wrapped in a clean towel, and she drove to Hartfield.

Hartfield was smaller than she had expected, a single main street with a post office and a hardware store and a diner and, at the end, a pawnshop with a green awning and a display window that had been arranged with the kind of deliberate care that suggested a person who cared what strangers thought. The sign above the door read DREYS, in gold leaf on black, and the door was locked even though the sign on the door said OPEN.

Mara tried the handle once, then knocked. A woman appeared from the back, drying her hands on a cloth. She was perhaps fifty, perhaps older, with hair the color of pewter pulled back in a low knot. She wore a blouse the color of bone and a skirt that fell just below the knee. Her eyes were the color of creek water, and they moved over Mara once and dismissed her in the same motion.

"We are closed," the woman said, through the glass.

The word WE caught Mara's attention. There was no one else in the shop.

"I am looking for Constance Drey," Mara said.

"You have found her," the woman said. "And we are closed."

"I can see that," Mara said. "I am also looking for information about a piece of jewelry that may have passed through this shop in 2007. Two pearl earrings, valued at eight thousand five hundred dollars. The owner was a woman named Eleanor Ashcroft. She died in April of that year."

The woman's face did not change. She folded the cloth in her hands once, then twice, then tucked it into the waistband of her skirt. She did not unlock the door.

"I do not know what you are talking about," she said. "And I do not discuss the transactions of this establishment with people who walk in off the street."

"I am not walking in off the street," Mara said. "I am walking in off a letter. Typed, postmarked Hartfield, signed C. Dated two weeks after the owner in question died."

The woman's eyes moved to Mara's jacket pocket, where the envelope was visible at the top. She did not reach for it.

"I remember the letter," the woman said. "I remember the man who wrote it. He had a shop of his own, I believe. He was under the impression that a piece of jewelry had been presented to my shop for sale. He was mistaken."

"He kept records," Mara said. "Photographs. A bill of sale in his own hand. He did not make mistakes like this."

The woman tilted her head a fraction of an inch. It was the smallest movement, but it changed the geometry of her expression from polite to something else.

"Miss," the woman said, and her voice had dropped half a register, "I do not know who you are. I do not know what you want. But I will tell you what I told the man who wrote that letter, and I will tell you once, because I do not like to repeat myself. No such item was presented to this shop. No such transaction took place. If you have a question about a piece of jewelry, you may take it up with the family of the deceased, who are the rightful heirs of her estate. I cannot help you. I will not help you. And if you continue to ask questions in this town, I will be forced to conclude that you are the kind of person who makes a habit of harassing small business owners in the course of their private grief, and I will act accordingly."

Mara's hands were at her sides. She did not move them.

"You are saying that asking questions will cost me," Mara said.

"I am saying," the woman said, "that there is a woman in this town named Vera Muldowney, who runs a shop that I have, until recently, considered purchasing. I have made no secret of that intention. I have made no secret of the fact that I believe the shop would do better under different management. I am also saying that small towns have long memories, and that questions have a way of getting back to the people they are asked about. I am saying that I have been in this town for thirty-two years, and that my family has been in this town for longer than that. I am saying that I know the mayor and the chief of police and the woman who prints the local paper. I am saying none of this as a threat. I am saying it as context."

The woman unbolted the door and opened it. The smell of silver polish and old velvet came out into the street. She stood in the doorway with one hand on the frame.

"Now," she said. "Is there anything else."

Mara looked at the woman for a long moment. She thought of Elias's note, of the way he had said he would not make this clean. She thought of Vera, alone in her kitchen, holding a ledger against her chest.

"There is one thing," Mara said. "The woman who died. Her name was Eleanor Ashcroft. She was my friend's aunt. The earrings were the only thing of value that Eleanor ever owned. They were a gift from her husband, who had an affair and then died, and they were the only thing that made her feel, in her own words, that she had been loved once. They were stolen from her body before she was buried."

The woman did not move.

"The man who wrote that letter," Mara said, "knew that. He knew it, and he tried to do something about it, and he died two weeks later, and I do not believe those two things are unrelated. And now I am standing in front of you, and I am asking you a question, and you are telling me that asking it will cost a woman her home."

The woman's hand tightened once on the wood of the door, then relaxed.

"You should go home," the woman said. "You should drive back to wherever you came from. You should forget this. You should not have come."

Mara took a step back. She looked once more at the display window, at the arranged pieces behind the glass, at the gold leaf on black.

"I am going to find out what happened to those earrings," Mara said. "With or without your help."

"Then I wish you luck," the woman said. "You will need it."

She closed the door. The lock clicked. Mara stood on the sidewalk for a long moment, in the small town of Hartfield, with the postmark in her pocket and the ledger in her trunk and the taste of silver polish at the back of her throat.

Mara drove back from Hartfield with the windows down and the radio off and the late afternoon air moving through the car smelling of cut hay and cooling asphalt. She let the speedometer creep past seventy and did not correct it. The highway stretched ahead in a long pale ribbon, and the fields on either side had begun to take on the dull gold of late summer, and she thought about a man named Russell Ashcroft who had loved a woman named Eleanor and who had tried, in his small and clumsy way, to do right by her after she died.

She thought about the postmark in her pocket, dated the day Russell disappeared.

She thought about the woman behind the door with the sign that read OTHERS and the lock that clicked with the finality of a coffin lid.

By the time she reached the county line the sky had taken on the bruised color of a plum, and she had made a decision. She would go back to Boone's office tomorrow morning. She would lay out the ledger on his desk. She would tell him about Hartfield and about the postmark and about the earrings and about the woman who had looked at her through a screen door and told her she should not have come.

And she would tell him the one thing she had not told him before. That her father had been the one to clean the house on Owl Creek Road. That her father had been the one to walk into Eleanor's bedroom and find the bed made and the window open and the earrings already missing from her ears.

She had not told Boone that because she had not wanted to think about it, and because she had not wanted Boone to look at her the way people look at you when they realize that grief is not an abstraction but a thing that has touched you and left fingerprints.

She would have to let him look at her that way.

She pulled into her own gravel lot as the last light was leaving the sky. The house was dark except for the porch light, which she had left on a timer. She sat in the car for a moment with the engine off and the windows fogging from her breath, and she thought about Russell Ashcroft sitting at his kitchen table with a pen in his fist, writing to a stranger because he had no one else to write to.

She went inside. She fed the cat. She did not call Ivy.

She slept for six hours.

The call came at six in the morning.

Mara was awake before the phone rang. She had been lying in the dark with her eyes open, watching the slow brightening of the ceiling as dawn came on, and she was already reaching for the phone when it buzzed against the nightstand. Ivy's name on the screen. Ivy, who did not call before eight unless something was wrong.

"Talk to me," Mara said.

"Are you somewhere you can talk," Ivy said. Her voice was tight. Her voice was the voice she used when she was trying very hard to keep her breathing even.

"I'm home," Mara said. "I'm alone. Talk."

"I need to see you," Ivy said. "I need to see you today. Not at the office. Somewhere else. Somewhere I don't go."

Mara sat up. The sheet fell to her waist. The morning air was cool against her bare shoulders and the cat, disturbed by her motion, lifted its head from the foot of the bed and regarded her with the ancient disinterest of its kind.

"Where," Mara said.

"There's a diner on Route 9, the one with the plastic cardinals in the window," Ivy said. "The one north of the river. The one with the pie."

"I know it."

"Eleven o'clock," Ivy said. "Come alone. Don't tell Boone."

"Why not Boone?"

"Because I don't know what's going on," Ivy said, "and I don't know who to trust, and I don't want anyone to know I've talked to you until I know more, and I don't want anyone to know I've talked to anyone at all. Just you. Just eleven o'clock. Just the diner with the plastic cardinals."

"Ivy," Mara said. "What happened."

There was a long pause on the line. In the distance, on Ivy's end, Mara could hear traffic. Could hear the hiss of tires on wet road. Could hear, faintly, a siren.

"Just come," Ivy said. "Please."

The line went dead.

Mara sat on the edge of the bed for a long moment with the phone in her hand and the cat watching her from the foot of the bed and the first true light of the morning coming in pale through the curtains. She thought about Ivy, who was brave and who was loyal and who had once held a camera up to a man who was still warm and had not flinched. She thought about the fear she had heard in Ivy's voice. She thought about the siren in the background.

She got dressed. She put the ledger in the trunk of her car. She drove to the diner on Route 9.

The diner was called the Cardinal and it sat on the east shoulder of the highway like a red and chrome tooth set into the jaw of the landscape. The plastic cardinals in the window were sun-faded and one of them was missing its head, and the neon OPEN sign buzzed in the window with a sound like a trapped fly. Mara parked in the gravel lot and sat for a moment and watched the door.

Ivy was not there.

Mara went inside. A young woman in a green apron looked up from the counter and gave her the flat incurious smile of a person who has worked the morning shift for too many years. Mara sat in a booth by the window where she could see the lot and the highway. She ordered coffee she did not want and waited.

At quarter past eleven a car pulled into the lot. It was a blue Civic with a cracked windshield and a dent in the rear quarter panel and a bumper sticker that read QUESTION EVERYTHING in faded white letters. Ivy got out. She looked small in the morning light. She looked the way a person looks when they have not slept. She came inside and sat down across from Mara and put her hands flat on the table and did not speak.

"Talk to me," Mara said.

Ivy looked at the table. She looked at her hands. She looked at the window.

"I saw one of them," Ivy said. "One of the vanished women. Two days ago. At a rest stop on the interstate, sixty miles north of here."

Mara felt the coffee cup go cold in her hand. She set it down.

"Tell me," she said.

"I was driving back from a job in Ridgefield," Ivy said. "It was late, it was past midnight. I stopped at the rest stop because I had to use the bathroom. The one with the concrete picnic tables and the vending machines. You know the one."

Mara nodded.

"I was coming out of the bathroom," Ivy said, "and there was a woman at the vending machine. She was buying a bottle of water. She had dark hair and she was wearing a coat that was too light for the weather and she had a look on her face like a person who has been driving for a very long time and is not sure where they are going."

"What kind of look," Mara said.

"The kind of look," Ivy said, "where you can see that they have been crying, but they have stopped crying, and now they are just trying to get from one minute to the next."

Mara waited.

"I looked at her," Ivy said, "and she looked at me, and I thought I recognized her. Not her face. The way she stood. The way she held her shoulders. The way she was looking at the highway like it was the only thing in the world that made any sense to her."

"What was her name," Mara said.

"Her name," Ivy said, "was Jenna Hale."

Mara drew in a breath and held it.

Jenna Hale was the second of the vanished women. She was the one who had been the schoolteacher. She was the one whose car had been found two counties over with the keys still in the ignition. She was the one whose husband had put up the flyers and who had stood outside the post office in the cold for three mornings handing them out to anyone who would take one.

"Are you sure," Mara said.

"I am not sure," Ivy said. "I am not sure at all. But I think so. And I went back the next morning to look for her and she was not there, and I have not been able to sleep since."

"Why didn't you call me that night," Mara said.

"Because I didn't believe myself," Ivy said. "Because I thought I was seeing things. Because I thought if I said it out loud to someone then it would become real and I would have to do something about it and I didn't want to do something about it. I wanted to go home and lock the door and pretend I had not seen her."

"But you couldn't pretend," Mara said.

"I couldn't pretend," Ivy said.

Mara reached across the table and put her hand on Ivy's wrist. The skin under her fingers was cold and the tendons tight. Ivy looked down at the hand on her wrist and then she looked up at Mara and her eyes were bright and frightened.

"I need you to protect me," Ivy said.

"From what," Mara said.

"From whoever took her in the first place," Ivy said. "From whoever made her disappear. From whoever found out I saw her and decided I had seen too much. I need you to tell me you will not let anything happen to me."

Mara looked at her friend. She looked at the bruise-colored shadows under Ivy's eyes. She looked at the way Ivy's hand shook against the table.

"I will not let anything happen to you," Mara said. "I promise."

"You can't promise that," Ivy said.

"I can promise that I will do everything in my power to make it true," Mara said. "And I am promising that."

Ivy closed her eyes.

"Okay," she said.

"Now tell me everything," Mara said. "From the beginning. From the moment you saw her."

Ivy opened her eyes. She took a breath. She began to talk.

Outside, on the highway, a truck passed with its headlights on even though it was full morning, and the sound of it was a long low drone that went on and on and then faded into the distance and was gone.

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