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Embers of a Selfish Heart: The Taste of Ruin

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Chapter 3 of 20

The cork surrendered with a sound like a whispered confession, and Vesper Ashworth let it fall to the carpet. She did not watch it drop. Her eyes were fixed on the bottle instead, tilting it until the burgundy caught the low lamplight of the Ashworth manor library and bled garnet across the crystal.

Grandfather's reserve. The 1947 Margaux she had discovered three weeks ago in a hidden compartment behind the Encyclopedia Britannica, sealed with wax that crumbled under her thumbnail. He had left no note. That was the cruelty of it. Forty-one years of secrets, and the old man could not be bothered with a final paragraph of explanation.

Vesper poured two fingers into the glass her mother had used for Sunday sherry, and the wine trembled faintly in the hollow of her hand. She raised it. The room watched her back.

"To liars," she said, and drank.

The first taste was dust and dark fruit, plums that had learned patience in their long sleep. Then came the deeper notes: cedar, tobacco, something almost alive, like a garden after rain. Her father would have known the vintage, would have named the terroir without thinking, would have swirled and sniffed and told her stories of vintages he had never seen. He had taught her to taste the way he taught her everything, with half-truths and silences.

The second sip scalded her throat.

She had not been back to this house in three years. Three years since she walked out through the front door with a satchel of documents and the certain knowledge that she would never be welcome again. Three years of renting rooms above shops, of eating meals at counters, of learning that a name opens fewer doors than she had been raised to believe. And now she was standing in the library where she had done her homework, where she had read her first newspaper by the fire, where her father had kissed her forehead and told her that the truth was a weapon and she must learn to wield it.

He had not told her the truth would cut her own hands.

Vesper set the glass down on the side table. It did not sound. The library swallowed small noises, the way old houses do, with panelling that had absorbed generations of conversation and given nothing back. The shelves rose around her, leather spines and gilt titles, and the portraits of ancestors watched from above the mantel with the polite disapproval of the long dead. Her grandmother. Her great-grandfather. The dour viscount who had built the wine cellar beneath their feet.

She had never liked this room. It was where her father brought his colleagues, the men in good coats who smelled of cigars and importance, who shook her hand and said what a clever girl, what a credit to her father, and then continued conversations that stopped the moment she entered. She had learned to read a room long before she learned to read a periodical. She had learned that adults lie in two languages: the spoken and the structural.

Her mobile buzzed in her coat pocket. She ignored it.

The wine was working already. She could feel it pooling at the base of her skull, a soft, persistent pressure, the way weather announces rain. She poured another measure. The bottle was heavy in her hand, and she set it down with more care than it deserved. Crystal was so easily broken. People, too, but they did not shatter as cleanly.

She thought of her father's study, two rooms down the corridor. She had not opened that door. She had not been able to. Her keys had not changed in three years, and the lock had turned for her with the indifferent ease of a thing that did not care who entered, only that someone did. She had walked past. She would walk past again. There would be time, or there would not be. Either way the study would wait.

What she had come for was the cellar. And the records above it. And the name her father had whispered into the telephone the night before he died, a name she had only caught the edge of because she had been passing the corridor with a glass of water and a sore throat. Castellan. She had written it on the back of her hand in the dark. Castellan.

Vesper sat down in her father's chair. The leather gave beneath her with a sound like a sigh, and she curled her legs beneath her and let the wine do its slow, treacherous work. She was not going to cry. She had decided that in the car, on the drive down from the city, watching the hedgerows blur past the window. She was not going to give the house that satisfaction. The walls had heard enough weeping from her mother. They did not need hers.

She drank again.

The third measure was where the wine began to lie to her. It told her she was warm. It told her she was safe. It told her that the portrait above the mantel, the one of her father at thirty-two, was watching her with something other than the blank oils-and-linen gaze she remembered. She looked up. The eyes were flat. The mouth was set. He had been handsome and certain and he had not told her a single true thing about his life until it was too late to ask the right questions.

She was thirty-four now. Older than he had been in that frame. She had not realised until this moment that she had outgrown him.

The grandfather clock in the corner began to strike. Nine o'clock. She counted the chimes through the fog of wine and fatigue, and when the last faded, the silence that followed was worse. She could hear the house breathing. She could hear the faint, distant sound of water in the pipes, the way old plumbing murmurs to itself in the small hours. She could hear, if she listened, the wind pressing against the tall windows.

Vesper pressed the heel of her hand against her eye. The bone ached.

"I am doing this," she said aloud, to no one. "I am doing this for you, you bastard. And you are not even here to see it."

Her voice sounded foreign in the room. Too rough. Too young. She had not spoken to anyone in two days. The drive down had been silent except for the radio, which she had not turned on. The receptionist at the inn had smiled at her with the professional warmth of someone who had been told to be kind to tired women alone. Vesper had smiled back. That was the extent of her social life in the past seventy-two hours.

She thought of Mags. Mags would have come with her if she had asked. Mags would have driven, because Mags did not trust Vesper's sense of direction after dark. Mags would have carried the bag inside and made some terrible joke about haunted houses, and Vesper would have told her to shut up, and they would have laughed, and the laughter would have made the room bearable. But Vesper had not asked. She had wanted to do this alone. She had wanted to stand in her father's library and drink his father's wine and feel what she felt without anyone watching her feel it.

It was a selfish kind of grief, she thought. The kind that required an audience of one.

The glass was empty. She considered the bottle. Considered the morning. Considered the long list of things she would have to do before she could leave this house with anything useful: the cellar, the ledgers, the study she could not yet enter. She poured anyway. A smaller measure this time. An apology to her own resolve.

Her mobile buzzed again. And again. And again.

She pulled it out. Three messages from Mags, sent in the space of four minutes. The first asked if she had arrived. The second said she had not heard from her in two days and was starting to worry. The third was a photograph of a cat asleep on a copy of the Racing Post.

Vesper typed back a single word. "Alive."

Mags replied in seven seconds. "Good. Drink water. I mean it."

Vesper almost smiled. Almost. The muscles of her mouth attempted it, but the wine and the grief had stiffened her face into something that would not cooperate. She set the phone aside and drank the water from the side table, a glass that had been placed there by the housekeeper before she left, with the lemon slice still bright and untouched. She bit into it. The sourness cut through the cloy of the wine.

The clock ticked. The fire, which she had not lit, did not crackle. There was only the wine and the silence and the slow, patient work of memory.

She remembered her father at her graduation. He had been proud. He had kissed her cheek and told her she would be better than he had been, and she had believed him, because she was twenty-two and the world had not yet taught her that pride and truth were rarely neighbours. She remembered her father the morning she came home with her first byline. He had read the piece three times. He had not said anything. He had refilled her teacup. She had not known, then, that silence could be a kind of warning.

She remembered her father the night before he died. He had called her. She had not answered. She had been at a source meeting. She had been chasing a thread that felt urgent and important, and she had let it go to voicemail, and the voicemail had been two minutes long, and his voice had been strange, thinner than usual, as though the words were costing him something he could not afford. She had listened to it the next morning, standing in her flat with the kettle boiling, and she had not called back. She had thought there would be time.

There had not been time.

Vesper pressed the glass against her cheek. The crystal was cool. The wine inside it was the colour of old blood. She held it there until her skin warmed the glass, until the boundary between her and the drink became uncertain.

She thought of the letter she had found in his desk drawer, the one she had not yet told anyone about. The one addressed to a name she did not recognise, in handwriting that was not her father's. The one that had set her on this road.

Tomorrow she would go down to the cellar. Tomorrow she would find the ledger her father had kept, the one the housekeeper had mentioned in her careful, neutral voice, the one that recorded purchases and visitors and certain payments that did not appear in any official account. Tomorrow she would begin.

Tonight she would sit in his chair and drink his father's wine and allow herself, briefly, the indulgence of missing him. Of missing the man she had believed him to be. Of grieving the father who had never told her the truth about his life or his enemies, who had sent her into the world armed with principles and no context, who had loved her in his careful, limited way and left her to piece together the rest.

Vesper finished the glass. Set it down. Pressed both hands against her face and breathed.

The house waited. The portraits watched. The clock counted the seconds with the patience of a thing that had been counting for a hundred and fifty years and intended to continue for a hundred more.

Outside, somewhere down the drive, a car door closed.

The cellar door was still ajar when Vesper descended for the third time. She had told herself she was not going back, not tonight, not after finding the ledger and the photograph and the letter that had rearranged her understanding of the past seven years. But the second glass of wine had made her reckless, and the third had made her honest, and somewhere between honesty and recklessness she had put on her shoes again and crept down the back stairs.

The house was quiet. The kind of quiet that lived in old stone, that seeped through floorboards and pooled in corners. Vesper moved through it the way one moves through a room where someone else is sleeping, carefully, with the particular attention paid to each footfall. She did not turn on the overhead light. She did not need it. The single bulb above the wine racks threw just enough amber to navigate by.

She found a bottle at random. Something older than herself, from a year she could not remember studying in school, with a label that had gone the colour of weak tea. The cork resisted, then yielded with the soft, wet sound of a seal broken. She did not decant it. She poured a measure into the first glass her hand touched and carried it, along with the bottle, to the small table set against the far wall.

She sat. She did not mean to. Her knees simply folded, the way a sail folds when the wind leaves it. The chair was an old one, wooden, with a cushion that had gone thin from decades of use. It bore the impression of whoever had sat there last, a ghost of a shape in the fabric. She settled into that absence and took the first sip and felt the wine go down like a slow, spreading warmth.

It tasted of something she could not name. Stone, perhaps. The particular mineral note of earth filtered through limestone over decades. There was fruit in it, but the fruit had been transformed, had become something else entirely in the long patient work of becoming wine. She drank it and let it do what it was going to do.

The cellar smelled of old wood and dust and the faintest breath of vinegar, the way all cellars did. Somewhere in the walls, pipes ticked. The bulb above her flickered once, a barely perceptible stutter in the filament, and then steadied.

She thought about the ledger. About the careful, almost feminine hand that had recorded each entry. About the dates that lined up with three specific disappearances she had been investigating for the better part of a year. About the signature at the bottom of each page, the same signature, in the same unchanging hand.

She thought about the letter. About the name she had not recognised. About the postmark, which was local, which meant the correspondent had been close, had been within the city's reach for all this time.

She thought about Mags, who had laughed that afternoon in the studio, who had said something about not trusting anyone over the age of thirty, who had meant it as a joke and had not entirely meant it as a joke. She thought about how Mags was twenty-three and had not yet learned that the people one ought not to trust were rarely the ones one suspected.

The wine was doing its work. The cellar was doing its work. The quiet was doing its work. Vesper sat in the old chair and let all of it happen and did not try to think about the photograph in her pocket, the one she had taken from the drawer, the one she had not yet looked at directly, only in glimpses, only in peripheral flashes that had rearranged themselves in her mind's eye without ever quite resolving into a clear image.

She was almost calm. She was almost, for the first time in many days, somewhere close to peace.

The door at the top of the stairs opened.

Vesper did not move. She did not even flinch. There was something in the quality of the silence that changed, something in the way the air shifted, that told her who it was before the footsteps began their descent.

She recognised the tread. Heavy. Deliberate. A heel that struck the stone with the particular authority of a man who had never had to wonder whether a room was his to enter.

Damon Castellan reached the bottom of the stairs and stopped. He looked at her. She looked at him.

For a long moment neither of them spoke.

Then he crossed the cellar, pulled out the chair opposite hers, and sat down. He did not ask why she was there. He did not ask what she had found. He poured himself a measure from the bottle she had opened and held the glass up to the light for a moment, studying the colour of it, the way one studies the colour of a thing one is considering keeping.

He drank. He set the glass down.

Vesper watched him. She could feel her own pulse in her throat, in her wrists, in the strange tender place behind her left ear. She waited for the question, for the mocking observation, for the small, precise cruelty she had come to expect from him.

None of it came.

He sat in the chair the way one sits when one has been sitting in chairs for many years and has learned to do it well. He did not look at her. He looked at the wine, at the bulb, at the far wall of the cellar where the bottles were arranged in their careful rows. He looked, in short, at anything that was not her face.

Vesper understood, then, what was happening. He was not here to interrogate her. He was not here to assess what she knew or to measure what she might be capable of learning. He was here because he had come down to the cellar for some reason of his own, and he had found her already there, and he had chosen, for reasons she might never be permitted to understand, not to make a thing of it.

She let out a breath she had not realised she was holding.

For some time, neither of them moved. The cellar breathed around them, its old quiet settling back into place. The bulb flickered once more, a slow, almost contemplative stutter, and held.

"You are too young for that one," Damon said at last. His voice was low, unhurried, and stripped of its usual performance. He nodded at her glass. "It was not made to be drunk by people in a hurry."

Vesper looked down at the wine. "I am not in a hurry."

"No." He considered this. "No, you are not." He took another sip. "That is one of the more irritating things about you."

She should have bristled. She should have come back with something sharp, something that put him back in his place. Instead she found that she did not have the energy for it. The wine had taken something out of her, or perhaps put something in, or perhaps the cellar itself had its own quiet gravity that made small wars seem beside the point.

"I found the ledger," she said. She had not meant to say it. The words came out on their own, carried up from somewhere she had not been guarding.

Damon did not react. Not outwardly. But something shifted in his posture, a fraction of a degree, the way a man adjusts his weight when a familiar ache makes itself known.

"I know," he said.

Vesper looked at him then. Looked directly at him, for the first time since he had sat down. His face was as composed as it always was, but there was something underneath the composure that she had not seen before. Something that resembled, of all things, fatigue.

"You knew it was there."

"It was put there to be found."

The words landed oddly, like stones dropped into still water. She turned them over in her mind, trying to hear them clearly.

"By whom."

"By whoever left it for you to find." He set his glass down and finally, finally looked at her. "You are clever enough to have worked that out, Vesper."

She had. She had worked it out somewhere between the third glass and the stairs. She had simply not wanted to say it aloud, because saying it aloud made it real, and she was not sure she was ready for it to be real.

"He wanted me to find it."

"He wanted someone to find it. You were the one who came looking."

Vesper sat with this for a moment. She thought about her father, about the careful, limited love he had given her, about the principles he had armed her with and the context he had withheld. She thought about how a man might spend years arranging the discovery of his own sins, might leave them in a drawer like a letter meant to be opened after his death, might rely on the particular stubbornness of his daughter to do what no one else would.

"He knew I would come."

"He knew you would not be able to stop yourself."

There was no mockery in it. That was the strangest part. Damon spoke the way one speaks about a fact of nature, about a tide that will come in whether or not the shore wishes it.

Vesper reached for the bottle and refilled her glass. The wine caught the light, then settled.

"Why did you come down here tonight?"

He did not answer at once. He looked at the wine in his own glass, turned it by the stem, watched the small movement of liquid against the curve.

"Because I could not sleep," he said. "Because there are nights when this house is too full of its own history to be borne in the upper rooms." He paused. "Because I have not sat in this cellar with another person in a very long time."

The admission cost him something. Vesper could see it in the way his jaw tightened, in the way his eyes moved away from hers and settled on some middle distance, some point on the far wall that held no particular significance.

She did not press him. She understood, suddenly, that she was being shown something that was rarely shown. That the Damon Castellan she had been observing for these past weeks, the one who mocked and manoeuvred and kept the world at arm's length, was a construction. That underneath the construction there was a man who could not sleep, who came down to his cellar in the small hours to be alone with old bottles and older ghosts, who had sat down across from her without calculation, without agenda, because in this particular moment he had not had the will to do anything else.

She lifted her glass.

He lifted his.

They drank in silence.

The cellar breathed. The bulb held steady. Somewhere above them, the house went on keeping its own secrets, its own patient count of seconds.

Vesper did not ask about the letter. She did not ask about the photograph. She did not ask about any of the things she had come down here meaning to find. Instead she sat with Damon Castellan in the amber dark and let the wine do its slow, patient work, and understood that this, too, was a kind of evidence. That the man across from her was not only the man she had been hunting.

That there were rooms in him she had not yet mapped.

When he finally stood, he did not say goodnight. He simply looked at her for a moment, a long, unreadable look, and then he turned and climbed the stairs, and the sound of his footsteps faded into the upper house, and Vesper was alone again.

She finished the wine. She put the cork back in the bottle. She climbed the stairs after him, turned out the bulb, and went up to her room, where she did not sleep for a very long time.

Vesper woke to birdsong and the smell of someone else's coffee.

She lay still for a moment, cataloguing. The ceiling above her was unfamiliar, the light was wrong, the pillow held a trace of lavender and tobacco she did not recognise. Then memory followed, and she sat up too quickly and waited for the room to stop tilting.

The letter. The photograph. The cellar. The wine.

The conversation she had not expected to have.

She made her way down the corridor and found Damon Castellan in the kitchen, standing at the window with a cup in his hand, looking out at a garden she had not yet seen. He did not turn when she entered. He did not greet her. He simply lifted his cup slightly, an acknowledgement, and let her make her own way to the pot.

The coffee was strong and slightly bitter, the kind she suspected he drank out of habit rather than pleasure.

"Someone is coming," he said, still looking out the window. "I saw the dust from the lane. A small car, local."

Vesper poured. "Friend of yours?"

"I have very few of those. We will see."

She joined him at the window. Below, the garden she had only glimpsed from the drive unfolded in slow tiers of green. Old roses clambered up a wall of warm stone. A mulberry tree dropped its fruit onto a flagged path, staining the pale stone the colour of dark wine. Somewhere, water moved through a fountain she could not see, and the sound of it threaded through the birdsong like a second, quieter voice.

The car she had heard drew up at the front of the house. Through the gap in the hedge she could see it now, an estate wagon the colour of dust, with a dog asleep across the back seat and a trailer hitched behind. On the side of the trailer, faded by weather and sun, the words ROLLO FINCH, VINTNER were just legible.

Damon made a sound she had not heard from him before, something between a laugh and a sigh. He set his cup down.

"Rollo," he said. "I had forgotten he was due."

He turned then, and for a moment he looked almost young.

"He is the last of the old ones," Damon said. "My father dealt with him. His father dealt with mine. The Finches have worked this valley since before the railways came. They are stubborn, and they know things, and they do not care for the Castellan name except as a necessary evil."

He paused.

"He is also, in his own quiet way, a friend."

The doorbell rang, a single low note that echoed through the house. Damon went to answer it, and Vesper followed at a careful distance, the cup still warm in her hand, unwilling to put it down.

The man on the doorstep was small and slightly stooped, with hands that looked as though they had been shaped by years of pruning shears and cold mornings. His face was the colour and texture of old oak, and his eyes, when he lifted them, were the pale, watchful grey of a winter sky.

He wore a green wool coat, a soft-collared shirt, no tie, and boots that had seen more vineyards than cathedrals. He carried no case, no papers, only a flat cap he was holding in both hands as though it were a small, well-loved animal.

"Damon," he said. His voice was rough and unhurried, the consonants softened by a West Country drawl that Vesper recognised from her grandfather's house. "You are looking well."

"I am lying, Rollo. But it is good of you to say so."

"I did not say you were looking well. I said you were looking well. There is a difference. Come in. The wind is unkind."

Damon stepped aside, and Rollo Finch stepped into the house with the slow deliberation of a man who had learned to move carefully on uneven ground. He paused in the hallway and looked at the walls, the beams, the staircase, as though he were reading a familiar text for signs of change.

Then his gaze found Vesper.

His eyes did not widen. He did not startle. But something tightened almost imperceptibly around his mouth, and his hands, still holding the cap, went very still.

"Ah," he said. "You have a guest."

"Rollo Finch, may I present Vesper Ashworth. Vesper, Rollo is the man I was telling you about. A vintner. And, until recently, the closest thing this valley has to a conscience."

Rollo did not smile. He studied her the way a man studies a label on a bottle he does not yet trust, looking for the vintage, the origin, the small print.

"Ashworth," he said. "That is a name I have not heard in some time."

"My family and I are not on speaking terms," Vesper said. "I expect you may have heard things."

"I have heard everything," Rollo said. "I am old. It is what we do." He paused. "And I have heard nothing about you that convinces me I should leave this house."

"That is as close to a welcome as he gives," Damon said.

"I am a West Country man. We do not gush."

They moved, by unspoken agreement, toward the kitchen. Rollo declined coffee with a wave of one gnarled hand and accepted a glass of water from the tap, which he drank standing, looking out at the garden as though he were calculating its yield.

"The mulberries are early this year," he said, to no one in particular. "The birds will take them by the weekend."

He set the glass down, turned, and sat heavily on the kitchen chair, as though his legs had finally registered the journey.

"Sit down, both of you," he said. "I did not drive up this valley to admire your fruit."

Damon sat. Vesper sat. The chair she chose was slightly apart from his, a positioning she noticed herself making and did not correct.

Rollo looked at Damon for a long moment. Then he looked at Vesper. Then he looked at the table between them, as though he were measuring the distance.

"I have news," he said. "And it is not the kind of news one delivers standing up."

He folded his hands on the table, and Vesper saw that they were trembling slightly, the way a man's hands tremble when he has been holding something heavy for a long time and is about to put it down.

"The regional wine council," Rollo said, "is sending inspectors within the season. They have been watching this estate for some years, you understand, the way they watch all the old places. They keep their lists. They do their arithmetic. They decide which vineyards are still viable, and which are merely decorative."

He paused, and the pause went on for so long that Vesper thought he might have lost the thread. Then he continued, in the same unhurried West Country drawl.

"Your vineyards, Damon, are on the list. They have been on the list for two years. If, at the end of this inspection, the council decides the estate cannot prove viability, the land will be seized and auctioned."

The word seized landed on the table like a coin.

"Auctioned," Damon repeated.

"Aye. Sold to the highest bidder. There are men in the city who have been waiting for this. They will plant something fashionable. They will put a restaurant on the terrace. They will charge thirty pounds for a glass of what used to cost three, and they will call it heritage."

Rollo's voice had not changed register. He delivered ruin in the same tone he had delivered mulberries, and Vesper understood, with a small chill, that this was how he had always delivered ruin, that he had been delivering it, in various small ways, for decades.

"A month," Rollo said. "You have a month to prove viability. Yield, quality, continuity of trade. A credible plan, signed by a credible vintner, with evidence of soil, of labour, of intent. If you can produce that, the council will pause. They do not love the auctions. They only do them when they must."

"And if I cannot produce it?"

Rollo did not answer immediately. He looked at Damon with the steady, unsentimental gaze of a man who had once, perhaps, been fond of him and had decided to remain so anyway.

"Then the valley changes hands," he said. "And you and I both know who is waiting to take them."

The kitchen was very quiet. Outside, a blackbird sang three notes and stopped, as though it too were listening.

Vesper looked at Damon. He was not looking at her. He was looking at the table, at the grain of the wood, at the small dark whorls where the tree had grown around a knot, and his face had gone very still in the way she had learned, in the past days, to read as a kind of weather.

She said, "Who is waiting?"

Rollo turned his pale eyes on her. For a long moment he did not answer. Then he said, "That is not the question you should be asking."

"What is the question I should be asking?"

Rollo smiled for the first time, a small, dry, almost apologetic smile.

"Whether the man across the table is going to fight for this place," he said, "or whether he is going to let it go."

He stood, slowly, the way he did everything, and carried his glass to the sink and rinsed it and set it upside down on the drainer, because he was, Vesper suspected, the kind of man who washed his own glass in other people's houses.

"You have a month," Rollo said again, to Damon. "I will help you, if you will let me. I am old, but I am not useless. There is a young woman at the bottom of the valley who knows more about soil than I do, and there is a man in the next parish who still keeps the old presses. We could, I think, put together a plan that would satisfy the council, if we begin tomorrow."

He paused.

"But you would have to want to. That is the part I cannot do for you."

Damon was silent. The kitchen held its breath around him. The blackbird sang again, four notes this time, a small improvisation on the same theme.

"I am not certain," Damon said at last, "that I have earned this place."

Rollo looked at him.

"That," Rollo said, "is not the question I asked."

He picked up his cap from the table, gave Vesper a small nod that she returned, and walked out of the kitchen with the slow, careful gait of a man who had learned, long ago, that urgency was a form of vanity.

The front door closed behind him. The hallway echoed with his footsteps. Then the car started, and the sound of it receded down the lane, growing fainter and fainter until it disappeared into the valley and left only the fountain and the birdsong and the long, patient silence that followed.

Vesper set her cup down. She did not speak. She watched Damon, who was still looking at the table, and she understood that the man she had been hunting, and the man who had sat with her in the cellar, and the man who was now sitting in this kitchen with the news of a slow ruin settling around his shoulders, were all the same man, and that she was going to have to decide, very soon, what she was going to do about him.

She thought of the letter. She thought of the photograph. She thought of Mags, and of the questions she had not yet asked.

Then she thought of the wine, and the way he had not lied about it, and the way he had looked at her over the rim of the glass.

"Tell me about the vineyards," she said.

Damon looked up. The stillness in his face broke, just a little, and something moved behind his eyes that she could not yet name.

"Not today," he said.

"Then tomorrow."

"Yes," he said. "Tomorrow."

Outside, the mulberries waited in the sun, and somewhere at the bottom of the valley, a man with rough hands and an old conscience was driving home to think about what, exactly, he had offered, and to whom, and at what cost.

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