The brass key resisted, then turned with a sound like a sigh. Maren Delacroix shouldered the front door of the Sea Lavender Inn open and stood blinking in the dimness of her own past. Dust motes hung suspended in the slant of afternoon light that came through the sheers, and the air held a thousand things at once: dried lavender in muslin sachets tucked behind the banister, lemon oil on old wood, the mineral tang of salt that crept through every crack of this place no matter how tightly Aunt Coraline stuffed the windows with newspapers in October. Beneath it all, faint but unmistakable, rose the ghost of her aunt Letitia's Sunday roasts, rosemary and rendered fat soaked so deep into the kitchen wallpaper that no amount of scrubbing in 1987 had lifted it. Maren closed the door behind her. The latch clicked, and the inn exhaled around her like a held breath released. The parlor stretched away from the entry, the same pinkish rose-patterned sofa still pushed against the wall beneath the gilt mirror where she and Esme had measured themselves every Easter until they were fourteen and twelve, respectively. A pair of needlepoint footstools. A floor lamp with a fringe shade. The wallpaper, yes, still peeling in long tongues near the ceiling, exposing the lime plaster underneath like bone beneath torn skin. Someone, in the years since she had last been inside, had laid a fresh square of linoleum by the coatrack, but the rest was the same. Every chipped doorknob, every water stain on the ceiling tile, every place where the pine boards had cupped and risen in dry Augusts, all of it waited for her as though she had merely stepped out to check the mailbox. She set her duffel on the floor. The canvas thudded softly against the boards, and somewhere above her, a shutter tapped twice against a window frame in the onshore breeze. "You coming in or making a speech out there on the porch?" Esme's voice, bright and climbing, came from the back of the house, near the kitchen. Maren could hear the creak of the floorboard outside the pantry, the one that sang when you stepped on it just right, the one their mother had warned them about a hundred times. Esme had never been able to resist it. "I already came in." "Then come in properly. Aunt Coraline's got water on for tea, and she's acting like we've got all day." Maren hung her jacket on the newel post and walked down the hall, trailing one hand along the wainscoting. The wood was cool and faintly tacky beneath her palm, the way coastal pine gets when the tide is high and the humidity climbs. She passed the door to what had been the dining room, closed now, its brass handle tarnished green. She paused. She did not open it. In the kitchen, Esme sat cross-legged on the counter beside the sink, her sneakers already off, swinging her bare feet against the cabinet face. Her hair was pulled up in a knot that had mostly escaped, and there was a streak of dust across one cheekbone that she had clearly not noticed. She wore cutoffs and an old Hard Rock Cafe t-shirt that had belonged to Maren in college. She looked, Maren thought, like a painting of someone who had just escaped something. "I thought we were supposed to wait until tomorrow," Maren said. "That was Aunt Coraline's plan. Aunt Coraline's plan involved arriving at a reasonable hour and unpacking the good towels and saying a prayer over the threshold." "Sounds reasonable." "Sounds slow." Esme reached for a glass on the drying rack, filled it from the tap, drank half of it in one go. "Also, she changed her mind. She's out back talking to Mr. Hollis about the gutters, and she told me to let you in and stop being dramatic about the dust." "I wasn't being dramatic. I was being observant." "Same thing, with you." Esme grinned. "There's old paper, Maren. There's a calendar from 1994 in the linen closet. There's a menu from the Clam Shack tucked into the recipe drawer with the gravy recipe Aunt Letitia tore out of the Post and Courier in 1991. Did you know they put sausage in the clam chowder? That's how you can tell a tourist wrote it. Nobody from here puts sausage in clam chowder." Maren pulled out a chair at the kitchen table and sat down. The chair's legs scraped against the linoleum, a familiar complaint. The table was the same oak slab it had always been, scarred with knife marks and water rings and one small burn from when she had set a hot pan down without a trivet at age eleven. Esme had been five. They had both been grounded. "You didn't have to come today," Maren said. "Of course I didn't have to. I wanted to. Also, I didn't trust you not to open every door in this place by yourself and have some kind of moment before I could get here." "I don't have moments." "You have moments the way Aunt Coraline has opinions. You're full of them, you just pretend they aren't there." Maren almost smiled. Almost. Instead she pressed her thumb into the dent of the burn mark on the table and looked out the kitchen window, past the sink, past the tangle of wisteria that had swallowed the porch rail, to the slice of marsh visible between the eaves. The cordgrass was the color of wet brass in the late light. A heron worked the edge of the creek, slow and patient, the way only herons and old women knew how to be. "Aunt Coraline says Mr. Hollis has been cutting the grass," Esme continued, setting her glass down. "Every week since February. She says he doesn't charge her, either. She says he's doing it because of Letitia." "People do things for Letitia." "People did things for Letitia. She hasn't been in this house in eight months." Maren said nothing. The chair complained again under her as she shifted her weight. The kitchen, even now, even with the daylight sliding sideways through the dusty glass and the smell of the marsh pushing its way in through the warped frame, still held the shape of every meal she had ever eaten in it. Shrimp and grits on Christmas Eve. Boiled peanuts in a paper bag on the porch in July. Cold fried chicken eaten straight from the icebox at midnight, standing on the brick floor in bare feet, while her mother slept and Letitia pretended not to notice and Aunt Coraline scolded them both for leaving the door open and letting the flies in. "Where is Aunt Letitia?" Esme asked, in the careful tone she used when she meant it. "At the cottage. With Calder." "She's not coming back here?" "She hasn't said." Esme nodded, and for a moment the bright thing in her face dimmed and steadied into something quieter. She picked at a loose thread on the hem of her cutoffs. She did not push. That was one of the things Maren loved about her, the way her sister knew exactly when to stop, and exactly when to keep going, and which was which she had learned without ever being taught. The back door opened, and Aunt Coraline came in smelling of cut grass and the slight iron tang of marsh mud on her boots. She was smaller than Maren remembered, or perhaps Maren had simply been gone long enough that the scale of her had shifted. Her hair was still pinned up with the tortoiseshell clip she had worn since the seventies, and her housedress was the same cornflower blue she always wore on days when she meant to do real work. She carried a trowel in one hand and a pair of gardening gloves in the other. "Well," she said, looking at Maren, then at Esme, then at the dust on the table and the chair pulled out and the way the afternoon light had moved two inches across the floor since they had come in. "So. You're here." "I'm here," Maren said. "And you brought your sister." "I drove separately. She invited herself." "I did not invite myself. I am the second-born and this is also my inheritance." Aunt Coraline set the trowel down on the counter and the gloves beside it. She looked at Maren a long moment, and Maren saw what she had not wanted to see on the drive in, the way her aunt's hands had thinned, the way the veins stood out on the back of them like roots. The way her left eyelid drooped just slightly more than it used to, so that when she was tired, and she was tired now, the whole side of her face seemed to soften and slide. "You've lost weight," Aunt Coraline said. "You say that every time." "Because it's true every time. You come back here looking like a broom somebody stood in a corner and forgot about." "Aunt Coraline." "Mm." "I'm not a broom." "I know what you are." Aunt Coraline came around the table and, without preamble, took Maren's face in both her hands. Her palms were cool and smelled of the lavender soap she kept in the blue dish by the sink in the back hall. She studied Maren's face the way she studied a cake she was about to ice, looking for the places that needed smoothing, the cracks that needed filling. Then she kissed her once, firmly, on the forehead. "I'm glad you're home. Don't make me say it twice." "I'm glad I'm here, ma'am." "Don't ma'am me in my own kitchen. I've changed your diapers." Esme made a sound that was almost a laugh. Aunt Coraline released Maren, turned, and put the kettle on with the decisive motion of a woman who had been doing this in this kitchen for forty-seven years and did not intend to be told differently by gravity or rust. "Sit," she said. "Both of you. I'll bring the tea. And if either of you has touched anything in the front parlor, I will know, and I will have words." "We didn't touch anything," Esme said. "I looked at the mirror." "That's touching." "That's looking." "In this house it's the same thing. Now hush. Let me hear myself think." Aunt Coraline opened the cupboard, took down three of the bone china cups that had been Letitia's mother's, set them on a tin tray with a clatter that was louder than it needed to be. The sound traveled through the kitchen and out into the hall, and Maren could imagine it slipping under the closed door of the dining room, into the parlor, up the stair, and into every corner of the old house that was listening. Outside, the heron lifted from the creek edge and beat its way slow and low over the marsh, a gray smudge against the gray sky. The kettle ticked as it warmed. Esme swung her feet against the cabinet. Aunt Coraline hummed something under her breath that Maren almost recognized, an old hymn, maybe, or a shanty, something her own mother had hummed, something that had lived in this kitchen so long it had worn a groove in the air. Maren pressed her thumb into the burn mark on the table again. She had set the pan down without a trivet at eleven. Esme had been five. Their mother had not scolded. Their mother had only laughed, and laughed, and said, "Well. That's done now." And she had handed them each a biscuit to eat while the smoke cleared, and the smoke had cleared, and the biscuit had been warm, and the morning had gone on. Maren pressed her thumb into the burn mark on the table and felt the wood give, the old soft pine that had held so many scorch rings it was more scar than surface. The kettle ticked. Esme's shoe heels drummed against the cabinet door in a rhythm that was either impatient or musical, depending on the day. Aunt Coraline's humming had gone quiet, replaced by the small sounds of her spooning loose tea into the pot, a whisper of leaves, a tap of porcelain. "Heavy thoughts this morning," Esme said, not quite a question. Maren lifted her thumb from the burn. The mark stayed where it had always been, a small dark continent in the middle of the table. "I'm not thinking. I'm listening to the house." "The house is always talking," Esme said. "Half the time it's lying." Aunt Coraline made a sound that was half laugh, half cough, and did not look up from the tea. "That's the Delacroix curse. Can't keep a secret from a house that knows more than we do." Esme swung her feet slower now. She had a canvas bag slung over the back of her chair, a heavy canvas bag the color of wet sand, and Maren had noticed when Esme came in that the bag had clinked. Maren had not asked. Maren had decided, somewhere between the front steps and the kitchen doorway, that she would not ask until Esme was ready to tell. But Esme was not ready, apparently, because she kept her eyes on the canvas bag as though it might move on its own. "Well," Maren said, and waited. "Well what," Esme said. "Well, the kettle is hot." "And the day is long and the tide is wrong," Aunt Coraline said, reciting an old saying that belonged to her own grandmother. "Pour, Maren, before it cools." Maren poured. The tea was the color of creek water after rain, amber and a little bitter, and the steam rose in a thin curl that Esme watched with both hands folded in her lap. Maren set a cup in front of her sister and a cup in front of her aunt and kept the third for herself, and for a moment the three of them sat without speaking, the way the three of them had sat most mornings for the past six weeks since Maren had come back to the saltmarsh cottage to take up the house and the aunts and the slow work of grief. Outside, the marsh grass bent under a wind that smelled of salt and turned mud. A boat passed somewhere out on the creek, its engine a low mutter that faded. Aunt Coraline sipped her tea with the careful mouth of a woman who had once burned her tongue and never forgotten it. "I should tell you something," Esme said, finally, and her voice had dropped a half-register into something Maren almost did not recognize. "Before you go poking around the pantry like you're going to do." "I'm not poking," Maren said. "You were going to." "I was thinking about it." Aunt Coraline set her cup down with a small click. "Esme." "I know. I know what the kitchen looks like. I know what the storeroom looks like. I know what the icebox looks like, and I know it looks bad, and I know you're going to open it and you're going to see that there is not much in it, and I'm telling you first because I'd rather say it than have you find it." The kettle ticked itself quiet. The wind pressed against the kitchen window. Somewhere in the parlor a shutter worked loose in its hinge and tapped, tap, tapped against the siding like a small impatient hand. Maren sat back in her chair. "How long," she said. "Two months." "Since Mama." Esme nodded. She had not lifted her eyes from the canvas bag. Her hair, the color of dark creek water, was pulled back in a knot at the nape of her neck, and a few strands had come loose and were moving in the warm air from the stove. "Since Mama," Maren said again, slower. "Esme." "I tried. I went to the market at Pawleys. I went to the one in Murrells Inlet. I went to the little place on the highway that sells tomatoes by the basket in summer. I priced everything. I drove past the seafood truck on Highway 17 and I didn't stop, because the man who runs it likes to talk and I didn't have it in me to talk. I came home with what I came home with, and I cooked with what I had, and I told Aunt Coral I was managing fine." Aunt Coraline had lifted her cup again but she was not drinking. She was holding it in both hands, the way the old women in the family held cups when they were listening to something that mattered. "I made a lot of rice," Esme said. "Rice and butter. Rice with a little salt fish if I could get the salt fish cheap. Rice with whatever green thing was still alive in the garden. I made biscuits out of flour and lard and a little prayer. I made do." "You should have told me," Maren said. "You were gone. You were in Charleston, or you were on the boat with your professor, or you were in the library, or you were somewhere that wasn't here. And then you came back, and I didn't want you to come back to a house that was hungry." "We are not hungry," Aunt Coraline said. Her voice was quiet and very level, the way her voice got when she meant to be heard. "We are Delacroix. We have eaten worse than rice." "I know, Aunt Coral. I know the stories. I know about the war years and the year of the hurricane and the winter your mother kept the whole family alive on oysters and prayer. I know. But I didn't want us to have to test it." Esme finally lifted her eyes. They were the color of the marsh in late afternoon, green going to gray, and they were wet at the rims but Esme did not let the tears fall. Esme never let the tears fall if she could help it. She had been that way since she was four, when she had fallen on a nail in the back yard and bled into the sand and refused to cry because crying, she had said, was for later. Maren reached across the table and put her hand over Esme's. Esme's hand was cold. It was always cold. "You should have told me," Maren said again. "You're telling me now," Aunt Coraline said. "That's the part that matters." "And I brought things," Esme said, and she lifted the canvas bag onto the table with a small effort that made the cups rattle. "I went this morning to the general store and I bought what I could with what I had, which is not a lot, because I have been buying things with what I had for two months and what I had is going down. But I bought flour. I bought salt. I bought a tin of coffee, the cheap kind, the kind Aunt Coral pretends she doesn't drink because it's not what her mother drank. I bought a ham hock. I bought three sweet potatoes. I bought a jar of pickled okra because I knew you'd want it." She pulled the items out one by one and set them on the table beside the burn mark. The bag, when it was empty, she folded small and set on her lap. "That is not nothing," Maren said. "It is not enough," Esme said. "It is what you had," Aunt Coroine said. "And what you had was yours to give, and you gave it. There is no shame in a kitchen that runs on a shoestring, child. There is shame only in a kitchen that runs on nothing at all because the woman in it would not ask." "I didn't want to ask." "I know. I was young too." Esme laughed, a small wet laugh that she turned into a cough. Maren stood and went around the table and pulled her sister up from the chair and held her. Esme was taller than Maren by an inch, and skinnier, and she smelled of canvas and of the road and of the perfume she put on her wrists because she had read in a magazine that ladies did. Maren held her, and Esme held back, and the kitchen held them both, and Aunt Coraline sat in her chair and watched them the way she had watched them since they were small, with the look on her face that said she was making a memory. "There, there," Aunt Coraline said. "Now. We are going to make a list. We are going to write down what we have and what we need and what we can do without and what we cannot do without. We are going to be sensible, which is a word I have never liked but a thing I have learned to be. We are going to call the man who runs the seafood truck and we are going to talk to him even if he likes to talk, because talk is how trade begins in this county. We are going to plant the kitchen garden this week, even if the soil is still cold. We are going to find out what Letitia left us, because Letitia left us something, she always left us something, she was not a woman who died without leaving a trail." Esme pulled back. "What if she didn't." "Then she did," Aunt Coraline said. "And we will find it." The shutter tapped against the house again. A gust moved down the creek and the heron that had lifted earlier came back and settled on the bank again, patient, watching the water for what the water would give up. Maren sat back down in her chair. Esme sat back down. Aunt Coraline reached across the table and took Esme's cold hand and held it the way she had held Maren's when Maren was small and had fallen in the creek and come up crying. "We are going to be all right," Aunt Coraline said, as if she were reading it off a leaf. "You don't know that," Esme said. "I do know that. I am old enough to know a few things, and one of them is that a house with women in it does not fall down." Maren looked at the flour, the salt, the coffee, the ham hock, the sweet potatoes, the jar of pickled okra lined up on the scarred wood of the table beside the burn mark her mother had made the day Esme was five. She looked at the canvas bag folded on her sister's lap. She looked at the window, where the marsh was bending under a wind that smelled of salt and the tide was wrong, and the wind pressed against the glass like a hand asking to be let in. "Aunt Coral," she said, "what did Mama leave." Aunt Coraline's mouth did something complicated. She lifted her tea. She sipped. She set it down. She did not answer, and the not answering sat in the kitchen like a third woman at the table, waiting to be introduced. The silence held for ten slow breaths. Maren counted them the way she used to count tides when she was a girl, lying on the dock with her toes in the creek, watching the water go out and come in and go out again. Then Aunt Coraline set her teacup down with a small click that sounded louder than it should have, and the spell broke. "Upstairs," Aunt Coraline said. "In the attic." Maren stood. Her chair scraped against the pine floor, and the sound traveled through the kitchen like a question nobody had meant to ask. Esme looked up, and her mouth opened, but Maren shook her head once, gently, the way you shush a child or a bird, and Esme closed her mouth and nodded and stayed where she was, holding the canvas bag in her lap like it was a small animal she was afraid to drop. The stairs to the second floor were narrow and uncarpeted, and Maren had walked them ten thousand times, but tonight they creaked differently, as if the wood remembered her absence and was making a small ceremony of her return. She passed the bedroom she had shared with Esme, the door still ajar, the iron bedstead with its quilt her grandmother had pieced from dress scraps. She passed Aunt Coraline's room, where the door was shut and the smell of lavender sachets leaked out beneath it. She passed Letitia's room, or what had been Letitia's, and she did not slow down there. She would slow down later, when she had time to be a woman instead of a daughter. The pull-down ladder to the attic was in the hall closet, folded into the ceiling like a tongue held behind teeth. Maren reached up and pulled the cord, and the ladder unfolded with the groan of old joints, and the smell that came down out of the opening was dust and cedar shavings and the particular dry sweetness of things long stored. She had not been up there since the summer she left, and she had not wanted to be, and the wanting and the not-wanting had both become a kind of forgetting, the way a scar forgets the wound that made it. She climbed. The attic was low, sloped at the eaves, and the boards gave under her weight with a sound like a sigh. Her grandmother's trunk stood against the chimney brick, the leather cracked in places, the brass lock green with verdigris. Beside it sat the box she was looking for before she knew she was looking for it: a tin box, rectangular, the lid printed with a faded windmill scene from some long-ago Dutch soap advertisement, the corners dented, the latch stiff. She lifted it, and it was heavier than she expected, heavier than paper ought to be, and she carried it to the small window at the gable end, where the last of the evening light came in gray and silver across the marsh. She sat on the floor with her back against the chimney, set the box on her knees, and worked the latch with her thumbnail. It gave. Inside, wrapped in a piece of muslin that smelled faintly of mothballs and time, lay a leather-bound book, dark brown, the spine cracked, the corners softened by years of handling. The cover was unmarked except for a small embossed rose in the lower right corner, almost worn smooth. Maren lifted it out and the muslin unfolded like a held breath being released, and beneath the book there were more things: a yellowed envelope with her name written on it in her mother's slanting script, a thin gold chain that had belonged to Letitia, a photograph in a tarnished frame of the three sisters as young women, standing in front of the inn before it had fallen into its slow ruin. She set the photograph aside. She set the envelope aside. She set the chain aside. She opened the book. The first page was dated in her mother's careful hand, the ink faded to sepia but still legible: June 21, 2019. The summer Maren left Haven Bay. Maren read the date twice. Her hand was not quite steady, and the page trembled a little, the way water trembles when a boat passes too close. She smoothed it flat against her knee with her palm and began to read. Today Maren left us.
What the Tide Returns: The Sea Lavender Inn
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