The salt cracked beneath Ilyra's boots like the shin bone of something long dead, and the sound followed her across the flats in a thin brittle percussion that the wind did not bother to carry. There was nothing ahead of her. There was nothing behind her. There was only the Greymarch, its endless white expanse stretching toward a horizon that seemed to lean in, curious, then withdraw. The sun had climbed since dawn and now sat like a coin on the rim of the world, indifferent and white.
"You walk too fast," Kaelen said behind her.
"You walk too slow."
"I am being careful."
"You are being a coward."
The words came out even, because she had learned long ago that the crueler the truth, the cleaner it must be cut. She did not turn. The salt would swallow her footsteps in an hour anyway. There would be nothing left to mark that she had passed. She had decided she found that oddly comforting.
"You keep muttering," Kaelen said. His voice carried the rounded vowels of somewhere she had never been, somewhere greener and wetter, somewhere that must have smelled of moss and rain. "Ever since we left the road."
"I was counting."
"Counting what?"
"The names of the marshwolves between us and the Witch's tree line."
A pause. The wind hissed across the crust. Then his voice came again, closer than she had expected, because he had closed the distance while she was not looking, and that was something he did, and she let him do it, and she was not yet sure which of those things frightened her more.
"How many?"
"Twelve."
"And how many of them are real?"
"None. Until one is."
He grunted. A sound she was beginning to recognise, that small unhappy negotiation a man made when he wanted to argue and could not find the angle. She had known soldiers like him before, men who led from the front because they could not bear to lead from behind. The Duskwood Rangers. Whatever they were. Whatever they had been. They had their names written in ash, and the Ashfeld Empire had written the ashande.
The flats stretched. The sun climbed. Somewhere to the north a thin column of dust leaned sideways, then was gone.
"You should not have brought me," she said. "The Witch will not bargain with a Watch captain."
"She will bargain with anyone. Witches are practical."
"She will bargain with anyone who arrives alone."
He did not answer that, and she heard the silence for what it was, which was concession. He had been wrong about this, and he knew it, and he would not say so because his pride would not allow the words to come out in any useful order. She had watched him eat his pride last night over a fire of saltbrush, chewing each piece slowly, swallowing with difficulty, then asking her to pass the water.
"You should not have come with me," he said after a while, and she heard the second meaning inside the first, the one that meant he was sorry for it, the one that meant he was glad.
"You should have asked."
"You would have said no."
"I did say no. Twice. You asked a third time anyway."
"I had a speech."
"It was a poor speech."
"You have not heard it."
"I have heard every speech. They all sound the same. They all start with the word listen, and they all end with a man bleeding."
Something like a laugh moved through him. She did not see it, but she heard the way his breath changed, and the way his boots fell lighter for a half step. She marked it. She marked everything. The names of her dead were written in the back of her skull in letters she could not erase, and she had learned to write the names of the living beside them, in smaller letters, just in case.
The flats went on. By midmorning the heat had begun to rise in slow shivers from the salt, and the air tasted of brine and dust. She found herself thinking of Broken Names, of the Ash Square, of the hanging she had failed to stop. She found herself thinking of Maeven's hand on her shoulder in the dark and the words that hand had tried to say. She found herself thinking of Lord Merek Vale, who had not come to watch her hang but who had not lifted a finger to stop it either. She found herself thinking of the girl who had died and whose name she had not been able to learn, because learning it would have meant carrying it, and her back was already bent.
Her back was already bent.
"You are doing it again," Kaelen said.
"Doing what."
"The muttering. The face you make when you are somewhere else."
She stopped. She turned. He was closer than she had thought, three paces behind her, the morning light on his jaw and his shoulders and the dark cloak he had thrown back over his head. He looked tired. He looked the way a man looks when he has not slept, which was how he always looked, because she had watched him not sleep two nights now, and the third would be no different.
"We should make camp before the flats rise," she said.
"There is no shelter."
"There is that ridge. To the east."
"The ridge is too far east. The Witch's wood is to the west. We will lose half a day."
"We will lose nothing if the marshwolves find us in the open at nightfall."
He looked at the horizon as if it had personally insulted him. Then he looked at her. Then he looked at the sun, which had climbed past the coin and was now an ugly pale disc the colour of a bruise.
"East," he said.
"East," she said.
They walked east.
The salt flats changed as they moved, slowly, like a sentence being revised. The crust grew thinner in places, and beneath it was a soft white mud that sucked at her boots and made a sound like a mouth. The mud was warm. She tried not to think about that. She tried not to think about what lived in it. The air was loud with the absence of birds, which was the loudest sound in the world, she had decided.
"You still have not told me why you came to Broken Names," she said, because if she did not say something she would begin to count the names again, and she did not want to count past four hundred and twelve, because four hundred and twelve was the last one, and that name was not hers to speak.
"I told you. To make alliance."
"For a war that may already be lost."
"For a war that is already lost. I came for that war."
"And yet you came alone."
"I came with two men. They are dead."
He said it without inflection. She heard the inflection anyway, folded into the silence after the word dead, in the slight pause that followed, the small intake of breath that almost was not there. She thought of Maeven. She thought of Prince Dorian, who had stood in the Ash Square with his jaw tight and his eyes on the rope. She thought of Saen, who had taken her hand in the back of the cart and who had said nothing, because some things are said by not saying them.
"I am sorry," she said.
"Do not be. The Ashfeld Empire knows what it is doing. It has always known what it is doing. We are only just learning."
"Then why go on?"
"Because the Duskwood has not fallen. Not yet. Not while one of us can walk."
She almost laughed at that. Almost. The word almost caught in her throat and stayed there, and she swallowed it, and it tasted like salt. She had known soldiers like him. She had been a soldier like him. She had spoken words like his to dying men in the back of carts, and she had meant every one of them, and she had hated herself for meaning them, because the world did not care whether you meant it or not. The world only cared whether you were there when it happened.
The ridge came up out of the flats like the spine of something buried, and they climbed it together, and at the top the wind hit them full in the face, and she tasted iron, and the dust, and the cold green of the Witch's wood somewhere out beyond the haze to the west. She could not see the wood. She could feel it.
"We camp here," she said.
"We have lost half a day."
"We have gained a night."
He looked at her a long moment. Then he unslung his pack and set it down on a flat stone that the wind had scrubbed clean of salt. She unslung hers and did the same. They did not speak while they set up. They had not spoken, in fact, since she had told him to sleep last night and he had refused, and she had said it again, and he had refused again, and she had said nothing, and she had sat with her back to him and her knife in her lap and her eyes on the dark, and somewhere in the third hour of her watch his breathing had changed, and she had thought nothing of it until she felt his hand.
The hand had come for her throat.
She had known the shape of it before it landed, the way a sleeper's hand reaches, not with intent but with the memory of intent, the muscle still moving under the dream. She had turned. She had caught his wrist. She had set her weight behind her elbow and driven him down onto the salt, and she had pinned him with her knee on his chest and the flat of her blade against his windpipe, and she had held him there for the count of ten, while he woke, and while his eyes cleared, and while the hand that had reached for her remembered whose it was.
"Do not do that again," she had said.
"I was asleep."
"You were reaching for my throat."
"I was dreaming."
"Dream, then. But do not reach."
He had rolled away. He had not apologised. She had not expected him to. She had sat back against her pack and watched the dark, and the dark had watched back, and somewhere in the flats a marshwolf had called out, a single note, and then another, and then none.
Tonight she did not intend to sleep at all.
She built a small fire of saltbrush, which burned with a sound like wet paper and a smoke that tasted of old fish. He watched her do it without offering to help, because they had agreed, somewhere on the road, that the one who did not speak did not help. The sun dropped. The wind rose. The flats below them went from white to grey to the colour of a bruise, then to the colour of a mouth.
"We should talk about the Witch," he said.
"We should talk about why you reach for me in your sleep."
He did not look at her. She did not look at him. The fire made a small sound between them that was not a word.
"I talk about it," he said.
"You reach. You dream. You put your hand where my throat is, and you take it away too late."
"I have told you. I have dreamed of you before."
"You have dreamed of killing me."
"No."
"Then what."
He picked up a stick of saltbrush and held it over the fire, and the end of it caught, and the flame climbed it in a small bright tongue. He watched the flame as if it had something to confess.
"I have dreamed of taking you by the throat," he said, "and not letting go."
The fire popped. The salt flats made the small sucking sound of a thing that was always swallowing and never full.
"That is worse," she said.
"It is honest."
"It is the same thing."
He looked at her then, and she looked at him, and for a moment neither of them spoke, and the wind moved the smoke between them, and the salt flats stretched on every side, white and patient and waiting.
"Then I will sleep on the other side of the fire," he said.
"You will sleep at all."
"I will sleep."
"You will not reach for me."
"I will not reach."
"If you reach, I will break your wrist."
"I know."
She watched him lie down on the far side of the fire, on the hard stone, with his back to her and his cloak pulled over his shoulders. She watched the rise and fall of his breathing. She watched the way his hand lay open on the stone beside him, palm up, as if it had decided to be good. She did not trust the hand. She did not trust the breathing. She did not trust the man, and that was the honest truth, and she was going to keep her knife in her lap and her back to the dark and her eyes on the fire until the sun came up, and if he reached, he would find that she had not moved, and he would find that her arm was ready, and he would find out what the broken bones of a Duskwood ranger sounded like when they met the salt.
She was almost certain he would reach.
She was almost certain that was the worst part.
The first warning was the light.
She saw it before she heard it, a brightening along the southern edge of the flats, as if the horizon had taken a blade to itself and was bleeding light. Then the sound came, a high thin singing that rose through the salt-hush, and she understood what it was, and her name for it was the only honest one.
Glass-storm.
"Kaelen." She did not raise her voice. She did not need to. His hand was already at his sword, and he was on his feet, and his eyes were on the same bright seam in the sky that hers were.
"How far."
"Two hours to the next shelter. We do not have two hours."
He looked at her. She looked at him. The singing grew louder.
"There," she said, and pointed.
The war-golem had been a thing of war once. That was all you could say of it now. It lay half-buried in the salt like a giant who had knelt to drink and never stood again. Its skull was a dome of blackened iron. Its ribcage gaped open where the sternum had been torn away in some old reckoning, and the ribs themselves rose like the bars of a cage against the pale sky.
It was a quarter mile east. The storm was closer than that.
"Run," he said.
So they ran.
The salt gave under their boots in soft choking gasps. The singing became a shrieking, and the shrieking became a roar, and the first of the shards came down in a curtain of glittering death that swept the flats behind them as they ran. Ilyra felt one pass her cheek close enough to draw a thread of blood. She did not slow. Kaelen did not slow. The war-golem grew before them, iron and rust and the long patience of a thing that had outlived its purpose.
She went in first, through a gap between two ribs that a man could not have turned sideways through. Kaelen came after, and the gap took his shoulders, and he wrenched himself through with a grunt that told her something she filed away.
Inside, the light was dim and greenish, filtered through the golem's corroded hide. The floor was the salt itself, packed hard by the weight above it. The ribs curved overhead like the vault of a cathedral built by something that had not known what a cathedral was.
The storm hit the golem's skull a moment later. The sound was enormous, a hammered iron thunder that rang through the iron bones around them and made Ilyra's teeth ache in their sockets. Shards of glass flew in through the gaps in the ribs and shattered against the salt floor, and for a moment the air was full of glittering razors and the smell of something mineral and wrong.
Then it passed over them, and the storm was a thing outside, and they were inside, and the ribs held.
Kaelen slid down the wall of the ribcage and sat on the salt with his back against an iron strut. His hand was at his side. His hand stayed at his side.
"You are bleeding," she said.
"It is nothing."
"It is not nothing. Show me."
He did not show her. She crossed the small space between them and knelt in front of him, and her hand went to the edge of his cloak, and she waited.
He looked at her hand on the cloak. He looked at her face. He said nothing. After a moment he reached down and pulled the cloak aside, and the tunic beneath it, and she saw the wound.
A long gash in his left side, just below the ribs. It had been bleeding freely for some time, and the salt-dust had got into it, and the edges of it were blackened and swollen, and when he drew breath the flesh around it moved in a way that made her own side ache in sympathy.
"When," she said.
"In the night."
"You were wounded in the night and you said nothing."
"You were watching the dark. I did not want to move."
She stared at him for a long moment. The storm hammered the iron above them. A shard came through a gap and buried itself in the salt an inch from her knee and she did not flinch and he did not flinch.
"You are a fool," she said.
"Yes."
"Say nothing else while I work."
She had a small kit in her belt-pouch, the one Maeven had pressed into her hand the morning she left Broken Names, the one she had sworn she would not need. She had a needle. She had a bone-sinew thread. She had a stoppered vial of spirits that smelled of resin and pine. She had a scrap of clean linen that had been wrapped around a heel of cheese and was now wrapped around nothing and would serve.
"Spirits first," she said, and uncorked the vial, and poured it over the wound without ceremony.
He made no sound. That told her more than he knew. A man who did not cry out at spirits in an open wound was a man who had learned not to cry out, and that was a lesson taught young or taught hard or both.
She threaded the needle. Her hands were steady. They were not steady because she was brave. They were steady because she had stitched worse than this in worse than this, and because her hands knew the work and did not consult her about it.
The first stitch went in. She felt the tissue give under the needle, the way it always did, that strange resistant softness of living flesh that had no right to be as patient as it was. She drew the sinew through. She pulled it taut. She tied it off with a small neat knot that she had learned from a woman in the Watch whose name she could not remember anymore, and that was a grief she set aside.
"You have done this before," he said.
"Hold still."
"How many."
"Hold still, Kaelen."
He held still. She worked. The storm roared above them, and the iron ribs sang with it, and the salt floor drank the blood that dripped from the wound as she worked. She went slowly. She went carefully. She had lost men to stitching done fast, and she would not lose this one to stitching done fast, no matter who he was or what he had done or what she had dreamed of doing to him in the watches of the night.
The fourth stitch. The fifth. The sixth. She was reaching across him to take the angle she needed, and her knee pressed against his thigh for balance, and he did not move, and she did not move, and the storm moved over them both like a thing that did not know they were there.
Her hand slipped.
It was a small thing, a shift of her weight on the salt, and her palm came down hard against his left shoulder to catch herself, and the flesh there was bare where his tunic had fallen away from the work, and under her palm she felt the raised edge of something that was not a wound.
She stopped.
Her hand stayed where it was.
"What is this," she said, and her voice was not her voice, it was the voice of a captain who had seen too many things and was now seeing one more.
"It is nothing."
"It is not nothing, Kaelen. What is burned into your shoulder."
He did not answer. The storm hammered. The ribs sang.
"Say it," she said. "Say it or I take my hand off and I leave the wound half-stitched and you can bleed into the salt for all I care."
He was quiet for a long time. The storm moved over them. A shard came through and shattered against the far rib with a bright report.
"It is my mother's mark," he said.
"Your mother is a brand."
"My mother was a brand. My mother is dead. She was the Witch-Queen of the Hollow Fen, and she burned her mark into me the night she sent me away, and that is all I will say of her in this place or any other."
Ilyra lifted her hand from his shoulder.
The brand was a thing of intricate lines, a sigil she did not recognize, burned deep into the flesh of his shoulder in a way that no ordinary iron could have done. It was old. The edges of it had faded with the years until they were the color of old ink, but the heart of it was still dark, still legible, still meant.
She had heard of the Witch-Queen of the Hollow Fen. Every child in Broken Names had heard of her. She had been the last of her line, and the line had been old when the world was new, and she had held the Fen against the Ashfeld legions for a season, and a season had been enough, and when she died the Fen had gone back to the water and the reeds and the things that lived in the water and the reeds, and the name had gone with her.
That her son should be a ranger of the Duskwood. That her son should stand before the captain of the Watch of Broken Names with a wound in his side and a dead queen's mark on his shoulder and a sword at his hip and an old grudge in his mouth. That was a thing to think about later, when there was time to think.
She had no time to think now.
She bent back to her stitching.
"You should have told me," she said.
"There was nothing to tell."
"There is everything to tell. You carry a witch-queen's blood and you came to my city asking for alliance and you did not say."
"I am not my mother."
"No. You are her son. That is not the same thing and it is not a better thing. Hold still, I am on the seventh."
He held still. She stitched.
She stitched the seventh, and the eighth, and the ninth, and the wound closed under her hands like a mouth shutting after a long complaint. Kaelen bore it in silence, his jaw set, his eyes fixed on some middle distance beyond the canvas of the tent, and when she tied off the last stitch and sat back on her heels he exhaled once, slowly, as though he had been holding something heavier than breath.
"You could have warned me before you started," he said.
"You would have braced. Bracing tears." She cleaned the needle in the basin, her hands steady, her face giving nothing. "You can move now. Gently."
He moved. He tested the stitches with careful fingers and did not flinch, which told her more than any words could have. Kaelen Duskwood was a man who flinched at nothing in company and in private permitted himself the luxury of small flinches. He had decided she was not company. She filed that away.
Outside the tent the Greymarch was waking to its third hour of false dawn. The light that came through the canvas was the color of old pewter, and the air tasted of bog water and the dust of bones. Somewhere a crow, or something wearing a crow's memory, called twice and was answered by silence.
She packed the needle and thread back into the leather roll, wiped her hands on a square of linen, rose. Her knees ached. They had been walking since the second night after leaving the city, and the Greymarch was not kind to knees, or to anything else.
"Can you ride?" she asked.
"I can ride."
"Then we ride."
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They broke camp in the time it took the light to thicken by a single shade, and the mules were steady under their loads, and the path south bent between the grey stones of the old road toward the fen country, where the land forgot whether it was land at all and became something else. Ilyra rode in front. Kaelen rode behind her, the sword across his back, the patch over his stitches a darker square against the brown of his coat.
They did not speak for the first hour. There was nothing to say that the road was not already saying for them. The Greymarch was a country of low wind and long sight, and the things that watched from the edges of it were patient and did not blink.
She felt the change before she saw it. The air thickened. The mules slowed of their own accord, ears flat, heads low, as though some weight had been laid across their necks. Kaelen's horse sidestepped and would not go forward.
"Captain," he said, very quiet.
"I see them."
She had seen. They came up out of the bog at the margin of the path, six of them, six and one more half-formed behind. They did not walk so much as suggest the idea of walking, each stride a half-recalled memory of a stride. They were tall. They had been tall in life, and in the long undeath they had kept it, and then some. Their armor was the color of deep water, crusted with the residue of the centuries, and their horses, if horses they still were, moved in a silence that was worse than sound.
The Pale Riders. The border wardens of the old treaties. She had heard the stories and had thought them stories, the way one thinks of stories, the way one thinks of drowned men and the things that eat the drowned.
"Stay behind me," she said.
"You are wounded."
"I am not wounded. I am stiff. There is a difference." She did not look at him. "And if you value the knowledge, you will stay behind me and you will keep your hand off your sword."
"Why?"
"Because iron does not interest them, Kaelen. They are not alive to be killed."
The foremost of them stopped at a distance of twenty paces. Its helm was a thing without features, a smooth oval of dark metal, and out of it came a voice that was not a voice but a recollection of a voice, thin and far off, the way a bell sounds across a frozen lake.
"Why does the living cross the Greymarch?"
She dismounted. Her boots sank a half inch into the boggy soil. She walked forward until she stood between Kaelen and the foremost Rider, and she raised her hands, palms out, the gesture an old gesture, an older gesture than the Empire, older than the Fen, older than the roads that had once been rivers of men.
She spoke. The words were not words she had ever used before. They came from somewhere in her that she did not visit, from some locked room in the house of her blood, and they were in a tongue that had not been spoken in any of the cities of the world since before the first of the Queens of Broken Names had knelt in the mud of this very marsh and bargained with the dead for safe passage.
"I am of the line of the keeper," she said, and her voice rang strange to her own ears, as though spoken through a long corridor. "I hold the oath my forebears held. I claim the road. Stand aside."
Silence. The wind dropped. The pale light stopped its slow thickening, as though the world were holding its breath along with her.
The foremost Rider did not move for a count of ten. Then it inclined its head. It inclined its head a single inch, and at that inch the others inclined theirs, and the half-formed one at the back tried to incline and failed and waited.
"Which keeper?" the thin voice asked. "There have been many. Some have forgotten their names. Some have forgotten they had names."
"I do not forget."
"Name yourself."
She closed her eyes. Somewhere, in a part of her she did not show, she had always known this would come. She had hoped it would not. She had hoped the old roads would be only roads.
"Ilyra Vance," she said. "Of the watching line. Of the unbroken line. Of the line that took the oath before the Ashfeld had a name, before the Fen had a Witch-Queen, before your masters rode the borders and made the treaties that are still kept in the deep water."
The silence this time was different. It had a weight to it, a thing with edges.
Then the foremost Rider spoke again, and for the first time there was something in the voice that was not only recollection. It was surprise.
"The watching line," it said. "You are the last of the watching line. We were told you had ended."
"We were told many things."
"Yes. The dead lie better than the living. Come. Pass."
It turned its horse, and at that the others turned, and the half-formed one behind drifted after them like mist off the bog, and in a moment there was nothing in front of her but the pewter light and the path and the wind beginning again.
She stood there a moment longer. Her hands were shaking. She had not known they would shake.
Kaelen was off his horse. He had dismounted when she had, she realized, and stood now a few paces behind her, the sword half-drawn, his face a thing she could not read in this light.
"Captain," he said.
She turned.
"What," she said, "did you see?"
"I saw you speak to the dead and the dead stand aside."
"Yes."
"You have been sitting at my table for two nights and asking me to trust you with the lives of your people and the roads of your city." He was not angry. She had expected anger and would have known what to do with it. What was in his voice was something she did not have a name for, a thing between fear and wonder and a cold new caution. "You did not think to tell me you were of the watching line."
"I am of the watching line in the way that a lamp is of the line of lamps. I hold the oath because I was taught the words by my mother, who was taught by hers, and so on back to the first keeper, who knelt in this bog and made a bargain we are still keeping. The oath is mine. The power, such as it is, is a door I do not open. I do not know what is behind it. I do not care to know."
"You used it just now."
"I used the words. That is all. The dead remember their debts. I called the debt in."
He looked at her for a long moment. Then he sheathed the sword and walked past her to his horse.
"I came to Broken Names for soldiers," he said, and his voice was different now, lower, careful, as though he were feeling out the shape of a new thing. "I find I have been delivered something else."
She did not answer. She walked to her own mount and put her foot in the stirrup and the saddle creaked under her and the mule shifted and the road went on ahead of them, pewter-colored and patient.
Somewhere behind them, the bog closed over the place where the Riders had stood, and the water smoothed, and there was no mark.
She did not look back. She had learned, very young, that looking back was a luxury the watching line could not afford. There was always something coming up out of the deep water, and the only thing to do was to ride.
They rode.