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Ashes of the Meridian: What The Hull Remembers

AI-written Written end to end by Dracon’s own AI pipeline. The byline is a configuration, not a person.

Chapter 2 of 20

The ventilation system cycled in slow, arrhythmic pulses, each breath of recycled air carrying the faint copper tang of old coolant. Maren Vasik lay still in her bunk, eyes fixed on the seam of light bleeding through the bulkhead door. Across the narrow room, Gershom Doyle slept with his mouth slightly open, one hand curled around the bottle of whiskey he had sworn to keep sealed until they reached port.

Three hours until the night watch rotation. Three hours of pretending her heart rate was steady.

She rose without sound, bare feet finding the cold steel plating, and moved to the workbench where the salvaged drone sat under a thermal blanket. Her fingers found the seam at the back of its skull housing and pressed. The panel popped free. Beneath it, no larger than her thumbnail, the memory core sat cradled in corroded foam.

She had run three simulations in the previous cycle, mapping the disassembly procedure to her motor memory until the steps felt less like recall and more like reflex. Now those hours of practice paid for themselves. The core came free in her grip, warm from the drone's residual charge. She palmed it, slid it into a sealed pouch at her belt, and reassembled the casing with fingers that refused to tremble.

The false panel behind her bunk was an old habit from field digs on Vesh-9, where atmospheric storms made honest storage a luxury. She had cut it herself during the first week aboard, told no one, and tested it twice to ensure the magnetic seal held under hull vibration. Now she lifted the bunk's mattress corner, pressed the pouch flat against the inner plate, and smoothed the synthetic fabric back into place. The pouch vanished.

Gershom shifted on his cot. Maren turned, one hand still on the mattress edge, and waited. He muttered something she did not catch, turned his gray head toward the wall, and settled. His breathing resumed its slow, wet cadence.

She let ten seconds pass. Twenty. Then she crossed to her own bunk, lay back with her hands folded across her sternum, and watched the seam of light until her pulse slowed.

The drone on the bench sat silent, its missing core replaced with a blank unit from Maren's field kit, a small deception that would survive any casual inspection. Whatever the original core held, whatever final transmissions it had carried from whatever place had killed its operator, she would read it first. She owed Ezra that much. She owed herself more.

Somewhere in the ship's deep belly, a pump cycled and the lights flickered once, twice, then held. Maren closed her eyes and did not sleep.

The Meridian Bazaar announced itself before the Reckoning finished its approach burn. Maren felt it through the deck plating first: a low tremor, rhythmic, like a heartbeat transmitted through kilometers of metal and stone. Then her eyes. Through the bridge's forward viewport, the trade ring resolved from a bright speck into something architectural, something impossible.

It was not a station in any sense she recognized. It was a captured asteroid, hollowed, spun on its axis to provide spin gravity along its inner surface, and then ringed with docking spires that bristled outward like quills on a porcupine. Habitats clung to the inner walls in clusters, stacked so tightly that their running lights bled into one another, producing a smeared glow that pulsed amber, rose, electric blue. Merchant vessels of a dozen designs orbited the ring at varying distances, their hull catches winking as they waited for berth assignments. Tugs the size of her fist nudged ore carriers toward processing bays.

The smell reached her before docking. Gershom had warned her about that. "Spice dust, ozone, unrefined petrochem, and something cooking that no taxonomy could name," he had said. She had laughed. She did not laugh now. The Bazaar's scent pressed against the Reckoning's air recyclers and won, leaking through the seams of the docking collar as the ship kissed the ring's outer berth with a clang that ran up her spine.

Captain Vael Khoury appeared at her shoulder without sound. Maren had stopped being startled by the woman's movement months ago. Khoury watched the viewport with her hands clasped behind her back, her silver hair pulled into a knot so tight it looked architectural.

"Berth seven," Khoury said. "Merchant's Ring, lower tier. Your brother's shop should be a fifteen-minute walk along the inner curve."

"You know where he is."

"I know where everyone is who matters." Khoury turned, and her dark eyes, unreadable in any light, settled on Maren. "I will wait here. Take comms. If you are not back in six hours, I send no one. Those are the terms."

"Understood."

Maren collected her bag from her bunk, where she had laid it the night before. She did not check the false panel. She had done that in private, in the dark, while Gershom snored. The drone core sat in her inner pocket now, wrapped in conductive cloth, indistinguishable from the field equipment around it.

The docking collar hissed open. The Bazaar's air hit her like a wall: warm, humid, threaded with the sweetness of fried dough and the sharper note of something chemical she could not name. Beneath her boots, the deck plating of the merchant's ring thrummed with foot traffic, tens of thousands of footsteps per hour, all of them conducting into the ring's spine.

She walked.

The inner curve of the ring rose in gentle tiers. Shops, stalls, kiosks. A cobbler hammering leather over a cast of a foot that was not human. A xenobiologist's booth displaying preserved specimens in fluid, their dead eyes facing outward like accusations. A woman selling roasted insects on sticks, calling out prices in a pidgin Maren parsed only with effort.

She found Ezra's address by memory, not by map. Gershom had made her recite it. Tier seven, sub-deck forty-one, hanger bay nine, Vasik Signal Repair. She turned down a narrow corridor where the spin gravity felt slightly wrong, a faint lateral drift that made her inner ear prickle, and came to a door whose sign had lost half its letters. V SIK S GNAL R P IR.

The light above the door was dead.

Maren pressed the call chime. It did not sound.

She pressed again. Nothing.

She placed her palm against the manual release, felt the cheapness of the mechanism, the way it had been replaced at least twice. The door groaned inward. Air rushed out: stale, oily, and underneath, the unmistakable tang of ozone overload. Something had blown, recently, and the ventilation had not cleared it.

Inside, the shop was a chaos of intent. Workbenches lined three walls, every one of them stacked with equipment in various states of disassembly. Cables spilled from overhead reels like intestines. Screens flickered with diagnostic loops no one had paused. The floor was carpeted in dropped components, allen keys, solder spools, and a half-eaten ration bar that had calcified into something geological.

She stepped in. Her boot crunched.

From the back of the shop, behind a partition made of a shipping crate, came the sound of breathing. Not sleep-breathing. Conscious, held, the kind of breathing a person does when they want to be heard and want to be heard not.

"Ezra."

The breathing stopped.

A long moment. Then a voice, lower than she remembered, threaded with a bitterness that had not been there three years ago.

"You shouldn't have come."

"I know."

"He told me you wouldn't."

Maren did not ask who he was. Not yet. She moved further in, past the benches, past a diagnostic cradle holding the half-built skeleton of a comms relay, and stopped at the partition's edge. Her hand did not go to the bag. She left both hands visible.

"Then why did you leave the door unlocked?"

A sound that might have been a laugh. Might have been something worse.

Ezra Vasik emerged from the back. He was thinner than the last image she had of him. His hair, once the same dark as hers, had gone gray at the temples and uneven, as if he had cut it himself with something not designed for hair. His eyes, amber and startling, found hers and held them without welcome.

He wore a mechanic's coverall, the sleeves rolled to the elbow, and his hands were stained with solder flux up to the forearms. He smelled, she registered, of the same ozone she had caught at the door. He had been working, just now. On something that had blown.

"You look like her," he said. "Did you know that? Older. More tired. But the jaw. That's hers."

Maren swallowed. "Yours too."

"Was." He turned away from her, walked to a bench, and picked up a soldering iron. He did not heat it. He held it like a prop. "You came about the signal."

"I came because you disappeared."

"Same thing. The signal is the only reason I'm here. The Bazaar is convenient. The Institute thinks I'm dead, which suits me. You're here because someone sent you a signal that led here."

"Who, Ezra?"

He did not answer. He set the iron down with exaggerated care, then lifted a square black box from the bench and held it out to her. Not offering. Presenting. The way one presents evidence in a trial.

"This came in three days ago. Addressed to you. Forwarded from your last known berth, the Reckoning ." His mouth twisted. "Captain Khoury is efficient. She paid the courier and held it. I have no idea how she knew to send it to me."

Maren took the box. It was warm, faintly, as if it had been sitting in sunlight. Her fingers told her it had weight to spare for its size. Something inside moved when she tilted it.

"Open it," Ezra said. "Or don't. It doesn't matter. The contents are a copy. The original is on a different ship heading in a different direction."

"A copy of what?"

His amber eyes came back to hers. For the first time, she saw the thing in them she had feared. Not anger. Not grief. Certainty.

"A copy of the core that was pulled from a dead drone six weeks ago. The drone that killed its operator. The drone that disappeared from your ship's evidence lockup in the same hour it was logged."

Maren's hand closed on the box.

"You know about that."

"I know about everything that happens in that evidence lockup, Maren. I installed half the security. I broke the other half when I had to." He gestured at the shop, the chaos, the dead sign, the half-built relay. "This is what it looks like when a person chooses not to be found. This is what it costs. I have spent three years of my life pretending to be small, and now a copy of the one thing I have been hiding from has landed in your lap, addressed to you, by name. Do you understand what that means?"

She did. Her throat was dry.

"It means someone wants me to find you."

"It means someone wants you to find what I have." Ezra's voice dropped. "It means that for three years, I have been the only person alive who knows where the original signal came from. I have kept that knowledge sealed. I have made myself into nobody, a failing signal mechanic on a trade ring, a rumor that the Institute refused to chase. And now, because someone else has decided the time is right, all of that is over."

He stepped closer. The ozone smell sharpened. Beneath it, faintly, coffee. He had been drinking coffee. He had been awake for days.

"Who sent it, Ezra?"

He looked at her for a long moment. Then he looked at the box in her hand, at the faint tremor she could not quite suppress.

"Open it," he said again. "Then we'll talk."

Maren broke the seal.

The box opened with the soft click of magnetic latches releasing, and inside, nested in a foam cradle, lay a data chip no larger than her thumbnail. She lifted it out. The casing was scuffed. A tiny crack ran along one edge, recent, the kind a person might cause by dropping the chip in haste.

"There's a holo viewer in the back," Ezra said. "Second shelf. Don't bother with the ocular rig, it's half dead."

She did not move. She held the chip between thumb and forefinger, and the tremor in her hand was something she could not stop. Three years. Three years of dead threads and cold leads and the polite silences of Institute archivists who had stopped expecting her calls. Three years of Gershom's long letters that said nothing helpful in increasingly careful prose. And now a chipped data chip in a shop that smelled like rust and coffee.

"I'll carry it," Ezra said, and his voice was not quite steady. "Maren. Please."

"No." She turned toward the back of the shop, and he did not stop her. The holo viewer was where he had said, second shelf, wedged between a coil of wire and a stack of burned maintenance manuals. She slotted the chip into the housing. A pale blue light welled up, and Ezra killed the overheads without being asked, plunging the shop into a gloom lit only by the viewer's faint glow.

The drone's last seconds unfurled above the workbench.

Maren watched the frame that had haunted her for three years and saw it anew. The stars slid past in the upper edge of the image, slow and strange, the motion of a hull in distress rather than a craft in flight. The lower decks of an orbital station stretched away beneath, lit by running lights along their spines. A name was painted in faded block letters across the nearest pylon, half erased by radiation and time. She mouthed the syllables as she read them.

Atrium of Lost Things.

She knew the name. Every archaeologist in the Meridian Institute knew the name. The Atrium was a Coalition holding station, technically civilian, practically a transit hub for conscripts on their way to the front. It was the kind of place that did not appear on public maps because no one with influence wanted to be responsible for what happened there.

The distress signal crackled through the holo, hoarse and ordinary, a voice asking for help that no one had been in a position to give. Maren found herself leaning forward, as if proximity could bring the sound into clarity. The operator's hand shook. The console lights strobed. The shadow of something vast and warped moved across the camera lens, and the video tore itself into static, and the recording ended.

Maren straightened. The shop was very quiet. Outside, she could hear the distant clatter of a maintenance drone somewhere in the spine, a sound like a spoon tapped against the side of a cup, endlessly repeated.

"There," Ezra said. He was beside her now, both of them lit from below by the viewer's glow. "Watch the lower edge of the frame. The moment the operator loses the lock."

She looked. The static began, and the lower edge of the frame was moving, not in sync with the rest of the image. A portion of the picture slid sideways, a smear of color and pixels, as if the recording had been edited in haste by someone who did not understand the codec they were manipulating. The smear covered exactly the place where the operator had been standing.

"Someone cut a frame," Maren said slowly. "Someone cut a frame after the fact."

"Someone who was in a hurry." Ezra's voice was very even. "Someone who had the original file and who wanted the operator removed from the last image. Because the operator, at that moment, was looking at something. And what she was looking at, the thing that warped the picture and ended the recording, was not the weapon. It was the person holding the weapon."

Maren's breath caught.

"Who?"

"I don't know. I have spent three years trying to know. The signal that this chip carries is a relay capture, passive, pulled from a Coalition relay buoy drifting through the sector. It was never meant to be seen by human eyes. It was recorded by accident, archived by a bot, and then someone, somewhere, used a backdoor in the Meridian Institute's old evidence system to plant it in a sealed box with my name on it. The drone that recorded this footage was the same drone that disappeared from a ship on the spine, and it disappeared within minutes of this file being written. The operator was killed. And the only person who received a coherent version of the distress signal was me."

He looked at her. His eyes were very bright in the dim light.

"My comms array caught it because I built the array to listen for anomalies. Because I am the kind of person who listens for anomalies. And because, when the signal arrived, I answered."

"And the box was sent to me," Maren said.

"The box was sent to you. By someone who knew that I would answer, and who knew that I would never come out of hiding on my own, and who decided that the way to bring me home was to bring my sister to the one place I had spent three years pretending to forget."

Maren set the viewer to loop and stepped back from the workbench. Her hands were shaking again, and this time she did not bother to hide it.

"Who, Ezra? Who would do that?"

"I have a list. The list is short, and the list is terrible." He turned away from her and began to pace the narrow aisle between the bench and the wall. His boots scuffed the floor. "I have spent three years on that list, and I have eliminated everyone except two possibilities. One of them is dead. The other is someone I used to trust, and I cannot prove what I suspect without going back to the Institute and walking into a room I have no intention of entering."

"Gershom," Maren said.

Ezra stopped pacing.

"Gershom," he agreed, "or someone who wants me to believe it is Gershom. The two possibilities are not mutually exclusive."

The name landed in the room like a stone dropped into still water. Maren could feel the ripples of it against her ribs, against the back of her throat. Gershom Doyle had been her mentor for seven years. Gershom had walked her through her first dig on a derelict recycler. Gershom had held her hand, figuratively, through her brother's disappearance, sending long, careful letters that said nothing useful and meant everything. Gershom had wept at her mother's funeral. Gershom had been, for as long as she could remember, the kindest man she knew.

"The signal," Ezra said, and his voice was very quiet now, "was not a weapon. It was a witness. The drone that recorded this footage was the only independent witness to what happened on the Atrium. Every other recording was destroyed in the incident. Every other operator who saw anything was killed or disappeared. This drone was supposed to have been wiped. It was not. Because I heard the distress call, and because I answered it, and because a copy of the recording ended up in a sealed box addressed to my sister in a Coalition transit hub, where a conscription patrol is currently dragging teenagers from the lower decks because the Coalition needs bodies for the next offensive."

He gestured toward the front of the shop, toward the hatch and the corridor beyond.

"You have seen them," he said. "The patrols. The way they pick the young ones first, the ones who can still be shaped. You have seen them. And you have understood that the drone footage has turned your brother into an unwilling witness, because his comms array received the distress signal and because someone, somewhere, knows that it did."

The shop was very cold. The holo viewer cast a pale blue light across the workbench, and Maren could see the reflection of her own face in the cracked housing of the device. She looked older than she felt. She looked like a person who had spent three years waiting for a thing she was not sure she wanted to find.

"What do we do?" she asked.

"We run," Ezra said. "Tonight. Before whoever sent the box realizes that I have read it and decided not to run alone. We take the chip. We take whatever you brought with you. We leave the shop, and we do not come back."

"No." Maren shook her head. The word came out of her before she had a chance to stop it. "No, Ezra. Not this time. Three years ago you ran, and I spent every day since then chasing the silence you left behind. You are not running again. Not without me. And not toward nowhere."

Ezra looked at her for a long moment.

"There is no toward," he said. "There is only away."

"Then we find a toward." Maren reached into her coat and drew out the relay she had spent the morning assembling, the device she had constructed from Gershom's letter and her own desperation and the long hours of a sleepless night. She set it on the workbench beside the holo viewer. "I built a relay. It is not finished. It is half a relay, and it will not get us out of the station, but it will let us talk to someone who might be able to help, if we can find the right frequency and the right moment to use it."

"Who?"

She thought of Captain Vael Khoury, and of the silence on the other end of the cipher channel, and of the strange fact that Gershom's letter had arrived in the same hour as the box.

"I do not know yet," she said. "But I intend to find out."

Ezra stared at the relay. His mouth opened. Nothing came out for a moment. Then he laughed, a single short breath that sounded almost like a cough, and he ran a hand over his face.

"You have been busy," he said.

"I have been waiting." Maren did not smile. "I have been waiting for you to need me, and you have not needed me for three years, and I have decided that I am tired of waiting. So. We stay. We use the relay. We find out who sent the box. And we do not run, because running is what whoever sent the box expects us to do."

"And if we are wrong?"

"Then we are wrong together." She looked at him, and he looked back, and the ozone smell of the shop mixed with the rust and the coffee and the faint metallic tang of the data chip, and somewhere in the distance, in the lower decks of the station, a conscription patrol was dragging another teenager into the dark. "I have waited three years, Ezra. I am not waiting anymore."

He held her gaze for a long time. Then he reached out and took the relay from the workbench, and he turned it over in his hands, and he did not put it down.

"You built this from scratch," he said. "In one night."

"I have had three years to think about it."

He laughed again, softer this time, and he set the relay down beside the chip, and he did not turn off the holo viewer.

Outside, the patrol siren wailed, and then it stopped. In the silence that followed, the shop breathed, and Maren waited for her brother to decide what kind of person he was going to be.

The siren died and left a silence that felt like the inside of a closed fist.

Maren stood very still, her hands at her sides, and watched her brother's face in the blue light of the holo viewer. The code floated there, dense and quiet, waiting. Outside, the footfalls of the patrol faded down the corridor toward the docking ring, and somewhere a child began to cry, then stopped, then began again.

Ezra breathed in. He breathed out.

"Show me the timestamp," he said.

Maren reached past him and isolated a string in the relay's diagnostic log, a sequence she had already memorized, a number she had read every morning for fourteen months like a prayer in a language she no longer believed in. The timestamp glowed amber against the black background: 03:14:07, STANDARD, MERIDIAN TRADE CALENDAR, 2214.10.03. Fourteen months ago. Six months before his letter.

"October third," she said. "Two thousand two hundred and fourteen. The relay started broadcasting its heartbeat on October third of two thousand twenty-two fourteen, Ezra. Fourteen months ago. You sent your letter in April. The relay was already awake by then."

He stared at the timestamp. His jaw worked.

"I did not send it," he said. "I did not know it existed."

"I know."

"Then who?"

Maren did not answer. She let the question hang in the shop, between the shelves of soldered junk and the tarnished copper of the workbench, between the two of them and the years that had piled up between them like silt. She walked to the back of the shop, past the sleeping relays, past the heavy blanket that covered the window, past the chair where she had spent three nights watching the rust breathe on the hull of the Meridian Institute, and she crouched beside a small cabinet she had welded shut herself in the second week after he vanished.

She had told no one about the cabinet. She had told no one about the two things inside it. She had carried the cabinet in her pack for three years across four cities, and she had welded it shut, and she had not opened it, because opening it would have meant admitting that her brother was gone, and she had not been willing to admit it.

Now she was willing.

The cabinet was small enough to fit in one hand, dull metal, unmarked. She carried it to the workbench and set it down beside the relay, and Ezra looked at it without recognition, then with a flicker of something older.

"What is that," he said, not a question.

"The box. I told you. Whoever sent the relay sent the box first."

"I remember."

"You do not remember what is inside it."

He said nothing. His mouth was a thin line.

Maren held up the small welder she kept clipped to her belt. It was the kind hobbyists used for delicate work, the tip no wider than a fingernail. She clicked it on, and the flame was blue-white in the dim shop, and she began to cut through the seam she had sealed three years ago in a rented room above a noodle shop on Tier Four, her hands shaking so badly she had burned herself twice and not felt it.

The metal parted with a soft hiss. Inside the cabinet, wrapped in a square of cloth that smelled faintly of cedar and of something older, something chemical and burnt, were two objects.

The first was a data chip. Not the chip from the relay. A different one, larger, older, the casing pitted with age and marked with the faded stamp of the Meridian Institute's internal archive. Maren set it on the bench.

The second was a small journal, bound in leather the shade of dried blood, the cover warped by heat. She set it beside the chip.

Ezra did not move.

"Where did you get those," he said. His voice was flat.

"They arrived. The morning you vanished. A courier left them at the front desk of my university apartment with no return address and a note that said only my name and the words, when you need him. I thought it was a joke. I thought it was from a friend who knew I had been worried. Then I read the journal, and I knew it was not a joke."

"You read the journal." He was very pale. "You read my journal."

"Your journal. Yes. The one you kept in your desk at the Meridian. The one you told me you had burned."

He closed his eyes.

"I lied," he said. "I lied to you. I did not burn it. I sent it to you, before I left, because I did not know what was going to happen and I wanted you to have it."

"No. You did not send it to me." Maren kept her voice level, the way she had practiced in the mirror in the months after he vanished, the way she had needed to be level so she could keep speaking to conscription patrols and missing persons officers and her parents on the comms without breaking apart. "A courier left it. No return address. The handwriting on the note was not yours. I checked. I have checked it eleven times. I will check it again tonight."

Ezra opened his eyes.

"Then someone took it from me," he said. "Before I could send it myself. Someone has been in my office. Someone has had access to my desk. Someone in the Meridian has been watching me for years, and I did not know it, and they sent you the journal because they wanted you to come looking for me."

"Or because they wanted you to come looking for them."

He looked at her. The shop was very quiet.

"Who would want that," he said. "Who would want me to come looking for them."

"The same person who sent the box."

He was silent for a long time. The holo viewer hummed softly. The data chips lay on the bench like two halves of a broken coin.

"I have been working on something," he said, slowly, as though each word cost him something. "For the Institute. For three years. A restoration. An AI. A piece of old code that was never supposed to be run again. I cannot tell you what it is. I cannot tell you why I was chosen to work on it. I can tell you that the project has a name, and the name is Oathkeeper, and the name is not an accident."

Maren did not move. The ozone smell of the shop had sharpened. She could taste metal at the back of her throat.

"Who is the Oathkeeper," she said.

"A question I have asked myself every day for three years." He picked up the journal from the bench and held it in both hands, and his hands were trembling, and he did not try to stop them. "I do not know. I have pieces. I have fragments. I have a voice on a recording that I cannot decrypt and a face in a mirror that I cannot identify. I have a set of permissions I was given that I did not earn and a clearance I should not have and a list of names of people who worked on the project before me who are all dead."

He set the journal down.

"And I have you," he said. "I have you, and you have waited, and you have built a relay in one night out of the parts of machines we used to take apart together on the floor of our parents' kitchen when we were small, and I have not deserved you, and I am telling you this because whoever sent the box sent it to both of us, and whoever sent the box knows what we are, and whoever sent the box wants us to know that they know."

Maren reached out and took the journal from the bench. She opened it to the first page, the page she had read so many times the spine had cracked and the ink had smudged under her thumbs, and she read the first line aloud, the line her brother had written at seventeen in a cramped hand, the line she had carried for three years like a splinter working its way toward her heart.

The hull remembers what the crew forgets, she said. The hull remembers the names of the dead, and the hull remembers the names of the living, and the hull does not forgive either of them, and the hull is patient, and the hull is waiting.

She closed the journal.

Ezra was very still. The shop hummed. Outside, the station groaned softly in its ancient cradle, and the rust breathed on the hull, and somewhere in the dark below them the conscription patrols were still hunting, and somewhere in the dark above them the Meridian Institute was still keeping its secrets, and somewhere in the dark between them a relay was pulsing with a heartbeat that had been waiting for fourteen months to be heard.

He looked at her.

"What do we do," he said.

Maren set the journal down on the workbench, beside the relay, beside the chip, beside the two halves of the broken thing she had carried for three years. She reached out and took his hand, and his fingers were cold, and she held them anyway.

"We stay," she said. "We use the relay. We find the Oathkeeper. And we do not run, because running is what whoever sent the box expects us to do."

He held her gaze for a long time. Then he nodded, once, and he did not let go of her hand, and the shop breathed around them, and the rust on the hull breathed too, and the relay pulsed, and the silence after the siren held, and somewhere in the distance, in the lower decks of the station, a conscription patrol dragged another teenager into the dark, and the hull remembered.

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